TRAVIS'S POV :
Tw: self harm, bulling, abuse, mentions of weed and smoking, and seggual assult.
I heard the bell ring, and hop off the toilet seat, and start to shuffle out of the bathroom, grabbing all of my shit as fast as I can, so that im not late to class.
I take out some paper towels to my eyes so that it doesnt look like ive been crying, knowing that it it does, dtupid larry would have something against me
God larry is such a dick head.
For once my bruise is healing, father gave it to me over a month ago, and yet its still there, and anyone who actually cares is gone, he made sure of it.
People can screw themselfs, including sal, he thinks so highly of himself just because he cares about me.
I would rather him forget about my existence than for him to care about me, i hate how he sees if something like a new bruise he sticks his nose into everything
If he keeps on doing this he'll be gone just like the others
And i would rather that not happen any time soon.
But not for any special reason
I unlock the stall door and head to the sink, to wash my hands of course, im not a discusting rat
I leave the bathroom headed to my first period
(Sorry i dont know his first period teacher)
I set my shit down and and get my work out from last night
Sals pov:
I walk out of the bathroom and go up to larry to talk
"Whats up sally face?" He asks as i walk up to him and start to unlock my locker
"Nothing much" i responded as im putting away my backpack, grabbing my notebooks for my first class
"You actually pay attention to class?" Larry asked shocked
"Yeah i do, dont you?" I ask
" I just find it pointless since im going to be working in the appartments with my mom" he responded
(This is before they find the ghosts and all the anomalys)
"Oh well i want to do something, not saying that you wont" i responded, trying not to sound rude or offensive
I shut my locker and we head to class where i set my stuff fown, larry falls into the chair next to me while i sit down
He pulls out some headphones and plugs them into his phone, blasting sanity falls
The teacher starts taking attendance
'Larry? Is Larry Johnson here?" The teacher asks
"He is" i tell her
"Ok, make sure he answers next time." the teacher responded, a little agitated that i answered for him
I pulled open my notebook to the last page we had taken notes and flip to another page thats clean
Halfway through we started taking notes, well at least i did, larry was just sleeping while the other kids were doing something else
I took larrys headphones off of him carefully and placed them on my head, one headphone off my ear so i could still take notes.
Im a little worried about travis, i mean he acts tough and all that, he may call me slurs and all that shit but that still doesnt make him any less human, maybe there is something going on at his home.
I want to look into it and talk to him to see what's going on but he keeps on pushing me away
Its like he hates me, but at the same time i have a note that looks like it came from him, im scared to read it but i pull it out of my backpack and start to read it.
"I know we dont really know each other and you probably have some bad opinions about me, but i thought if i tell you how i feel things could be different for us. The truth is, i cant stop thinking about you, why cant i stop thinking about you? I hate this but i love you.
Why is this so complicated? I feel ashamed for feeling like this..."
The letter was never signed but its indentical to Travis's handwriting
I hope that it is his...
I space out while thinking about it and end up with halfway finished noted and class being over
And larry calling out my name
"Salll, sallllll talk to meeeee" he whines while rapidly tapping my shoulder
" Sorry bout that dude" i responded, putting away the letter and closing my notebook
"Lets get out of here and skip for the rest of the day, smoke some weed and shit" he says
I nod my head as we head out to my locker to grab my stuff and we exit the school
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Hey it's me! Ill see you in chapter 3!
Bye!
•Lonely_July•
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'I love you but you will always hate me'
Fanfictioni was listening to "God Must Hate Me" and i thought "What if that was Travis singing this song and hes trans?" and for some reason this story happend like think about it, maybe thats why he's beat by his father TW: Abuse, needles, unsafe binding, bu...
