Hey...I know am always late with my updates...but things have been messed up a bit in my personal life..I didn't had any other place to talk so I thought of coming right here and speaking my heart out...
Parents always ask there kids to act a bit mature grow up and all that stuff.. so did mine...but now I realize...I wasn't supposed to grown up this much....I wasn't suppose to be mature this much...I wasn't suppose to handle these situation am still a fuckin kid...but thing I have faced aren't supposed to be faced through a kid ...am not here to gather ant sympathy or something...its just I want to talk to someone..who doesn't really judge me or my environment or my parents for this...
I was never able to say this to my parents that I have anxiety...since my childhood...hope I realised it few years ago...my parents don't know about me having panick attacks...
It feels like people are already occupied with their own shut so who would even look up to you and ask whether u r doing good in life or not...though it's true somewhere....
I wish ...I could just walk upto my parents and tell am not okay...I want peace....I want somebody by my side...am not able to concentrate to my studies.. I cannot pretend more to okay in life...I want a best friend to share everything to...I want a stable life with no shit.. I want good mental health.....
I just wishhh....
I just want somebody to hold me tightly...hug me..let me cry on their shoulders...take my grief out...love me....and just be by my side....alwayssss....
I don't wanna pretend more...not any more...am tired....
Am really sorry that I wrote this out...but...I really neede it...hope everything gets fine
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Peace out 🙏
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Fanfictionhey guys....finally am back with another story...... this is gonna be truely a cute romantic and ambitious story of a 16 year old bubbly girl studying in 12 th standard....comes from a well to do family and is the cultural head of her school...... a...
