Met You By Fate

Chapter 27

Chapter 27 

Want 

Just by knowing that you have a place in a certain person's life already mean so much because it means you succeed on making that person open to you to the point that you will have a place in his life. Just like what Brian did to me. 

But knowing that you have a place in the life of the person you are in love with means everything already. Yung alam mo na kahit hindi niya maramdaman yung katulad ng nararamdaman mo sa kanya okay lang dahil alam mo naman na nagkaroon ka ng lugar sa buhay niya. 

That is what I am feeling right now. Just by thinking that somehow I am special to Brian already mean so much to me and I feel contented. Not that contended but somehow I am. I am at the point where in just by having a space on Brian's life is enough. 

Yung kahit na pag alam kong kailangan ko ng tapusin yung oras na binigay ko sa sarili ko na makasama siya alam ko na masaya ako dahil sa kahit papaano to him I become special. 

"Do you bring girls with you every time you will attend a party or something?" I asked him while he is driving. 

He shook his head. "You are the first actually." 

"Well then, I'm grateful." I said and laugh to ease the tension. 

I know how to interact to people knowing that I am a party girl but just by thinking that I will meet is Brian's friends it's making me feel tense and nervous. I am scared na baka anong maisip nila about me because I am with Brian at lalo na ngayon lang ata si Brian magdadala ng babae sa mga party nila. 

"Don't worry, you don't need to be good in their eyes. They are my friends but only that we are not that close I am just being good. You know my true friends is just a few, five to be exact." he said kaya napatingin naman ako sa kanya. 

I thought he will not notice how nervous I am pero napansin niya din pala. Hindi ko talaga alam pag si Brian na ang usapan or related sa kanya palagi na lang akong kinakabahan o hindi mapakali. It's because I don't want to create any mistake around Brian or to people who knows him. 

Ayoko na may masabi ang mga taong nasa paligid niya ng dahil sa'kin. I don't want to cause any trouble or do mistake around him dahil alam ko na siya ang pwedeng tumanggap ng mga yun at ayoko na mangyari yun. 

Kahit pa na sabihin niya na hindi naman siya ganun kalapit sa mga taong makikilala ko ngayon ayoko pa din makagawa ng kahit anong mali dahil pwede nilang ibato kay Brian yun for bringing me there or for being with a woman like me. 

I can accept the judgements but not when other people is being drag with me. Just like what happen back then. How people judge Eloise because of me saying that she is just like me, my friend may act okay about it but I know it hurts her hindi niya lang pinakita sa'kin. 

Hindi ko na hahayaan na mangyari pa ulit yun. I will not let people around me accept judgements just because of me. 

"We're here." I look outside at nakita ko na nasa Slate kami. 

This is my first time here but I know this place because some of my friends na nakakasama ko sa mga club or bar ay sinasabi na maganda daw dito and every party people should experience going here and I guess I will be here with Brian. 

It's always Brian. 

We walk inside at ang daming tao pero hindi naman siya siksikan sakto lang dahil malaki din naman yung place at nagkalat yung tao. Some girls are looking at Brian while some boys are looking at me. 

I am wearing a brown fitted dress at may slit yun sa legs ko and I am wearing a while trench coat and a pointed heels together with my wavy hair and my diamond earing I slowly push back my hair and put it sideways showing my neck.