Ledger and The Journal [Maiden]

Entry 3. 04.19.15

Dear Mr. Wrong-person-in-a-wrong-time,

Ilang araw na akong hindi makatulog, sabi ng Charming ko wag daw akong masyadong maexcite sa wedding. Nagi-guilty ako kasi ikaw yung dahilan ng pagkakaganito ko. Hindi ako makatulog kasi baka itinuloy mo pa ang pagakyat sa Mytikas alam ko namang hindi mo yan mararating ng buhay. Hay.. siguro praning lang ako, tama, praning lang talaga ako. Hindi mo yun itutuloy. Kilala kita e.

Now that's weird.. Why do I feel like I've known you forever? I don't even know your name.

I remember the first time we met on that plane. Atlantic Air. Flight JYH007. I wanted to sit beside the window but you refused. I thought you were nuts coz it was vacant and you weren't sitting there yourself then I noticed a picture of a beautiful woman taped on the headrest of that seat beside you. I was thinking you were some kind of lunatic imbecile but you just said simply, "It's supposed to be our honeymoon."

Hindi na ako nakapagsalita pa noon. Parang kinukurot ang puso ko. I can feel the pain trough your eyes and I knew it right then, you touched my heart. Hindi ko na namalayan tinititigan na pala kita sabi mo pa, "I don't need your sympathy." I just shrugged my shoulders and pretended to sleep, disturbed by that strange feeling I felt the moment you caught my eyes.

Ano kayang pangalan mo? Bakit ba kasi hindi ko pa sinabi yung totoo kong pangalan ginaya mo tuloy ako.

Bakit ganun? Ikakasal na ako sa lalaking pinakamamahal ko pero iniisip pa kita. Normal lang siguro 'to sa mga malapit ng ikasal noh?

Pero miss na kita. Sobra.

Nagtataksil,

thegirlinawhitehat

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