dadfifteen year old me would be so proud,
proud that I still stand up for myself when you attempt to deny my feelings just because you deem them unfounded.
But fifteen year old me would hate that I now know that I'll never have the courage to leave your life,
because you are the only thing left alive
that I love.
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