Advice

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by stargazing_owl

by stargazing_owl

GUESS WHOS BACK HOME!! THIS LOSER!! Anyway hiiii, I would apologize for the cliffhanger but I'm pretty sure you all saw it coming.

GUYS I WAS WATCHING PEARL'S STREAM AND COMPLETELY FORGOT TO FINISH THIS PART I HAVE LIKE 400 WORDS LEFT OH MY GOD. This is definitely gonna be published later then I usually publish them IM SORRY-

"What?" I asked, looking over to him.

"I'm gay, Jimmy. Is it not obvious?" He laughed sarcastically, blowing it off as nothing.

"Ah,," I was still processing what he had said.

"Don't you have to marry someone as well? Who are you marrying?"

"I'm not sure if he likes me either.. I don't wanna force anything on him." I was honestly quite nervous, but felt safe telling him. I'm not sure why. Maybe I was just drunk and not thinking right, but I honestly had no clue at this point. Something was different about him.

"You're gay as well?" He looked over to me, smiling.

"Well,, I don't really know. I think I've liked girls in the past, but now I like a guy? It's all so confusing to me." I felt like he would judge me for not knowing yet,, and honestly regretted telling him at first.

"Yeah, I can relate to that. But,, eventually you'll figure everything out, and it'll be really relieving!" He looked up at the sky while saying this, watching the stars.

I felt safe around him. I barely knew him, why was I feeling safe? Oh my god, I'm so dumb. Why do I even like him? He definitely doesn't like me back. Even if he is gay, he probably likes someone else.

He was gay! That means I might actually have a chance with him? He probably was talking about someone else anyway,, I don't know why I thought it could be me. But in the small chance he was talking about me, what would I do? Should I confess to him? No,, I don't wanna ruin our friendship. Would you even call this a friendship? We've barely talked. Yeah, I don't think he sees me as a friend anyway. I should just focus on finding a wife and get over him.

"Jimmy, you only have a few days left. Stop procrastinating, find yourself a wife!!" Ever since he announced I had to marry someone soon, it's all we talked about. It was the only topic of conversation. Now that I know Scott's gay,, I felt more confident actually telling him I liked him. But, of course I still didn't want to.

I decided to go over to Lizzie's. I hadn't told her I was coming, hopefully she wouldn't mind. I really needed some advice right now. How would I tell Scott I liked him? She's always has great relationship advice.

The walk was long, and quite boring. I didn't even live that far from Lizzie, and I was already bored! Maybe I was just worried. I mean, I definitely was, but was that the reason I was so bored already? Maybe,, I don't know. Everything is all so confusing!

"Lizzie! I need relationship advice." I said, catching my breath.

"Oh! Hello, Jimmy! What's going on?" She smiled over to me.

"So, apparently Scott's gay, and that means I might actually have a chance with him. How do I tell him?"

"Well, just tell him how you feel! Be honest about it! And don't rush it! Things like that are meant to come with time." She was right,, but that didn't change the fact he probably didn't even like me back. What if I make him feel like he has to say yes?

Bit of a short part today, like I said, I've been procrastinating again. *Cough cough* I hope you guys are doing well! I need to get ready for therapy in a bit so um I kinda have to post this or you're getting it very late. Ily guys!