Saving Myself (Law and Order)

Chapter 140♡

(Faye's P.O.V)

I was going to meet up with Nina today. I think it'll be good to just talk to someone who knows what I've been through. Getting ready for a shower, I saw Carisi with a notepad. "Morning. I'm busy preparing. I've booked a reservation at Ollie's like you suggested. Me and the girls are going to make cute little posters and get all crafty." Squealing, I wished him good luck. "She will love this evening." Getting into the shower, I used some strawberry shower gel. It smelt amazing. Thinking about Adam, I blushed a little bit. He was really kind. I couldn't wait  to go on a date with him. After washing myself, I wrapped the towel around my body. The other one went around my hair. Stepping out, I went into my bedroom. Hearing my nieces, they giggled. "Mommy will love it Billie." Hearing my phone, it was Nina.

Hi Faye,

Shall we meet at Olive Garden?

Nina.😊

Texting her back, I decided on an outfit. It was a coffee coloured crop top with some black jeans and some really cute shoes. Evie then rang me. "Hey Faye." Saying hi back, she asked me if I was ok. "I'm good."

Evie then told me about Jay. "He's been texting mostly all morning." I cooed. "That's sweet. Is he a potential candidate for a date?" My bestie then giggled. "I'm not sure yet. He's just.." I finished the sentence as I sorted my hair. "Hot, sexy, and super sweet?"

Evie agreed. As I got my bag ready, I came up with an idea. "Us ladies should set you up on a few dates!" Evie agreed. "I think I'm ready to get back out there."

I squealed. "That's really exciting. We'll talk later." Evie then said bye. Amanda then stood near my bedroom door. "Morning. You sound happy." Kissing her cheek, I said that I was. "I'm meeting Nina and then I might text Adam." She smiled at me. "That sounds lovely." Asking her what she was doing today, she shrugged. "I might go for a walk. Carisi said that he has a surprise for me later." I raised my eyebrows. "You're acting funny." I denied it. "No I'm not." Finishing off my hair, I asked her what she thought. "You look great." Heading downstairs, I heard my nieces. "Morning you two." They hugged me. "We are helping Uncle Carisi plan something this morning." I said to have fun. "You look pretty Auntie Faye." Billie smiled at me. "Are you seeing Adam?" I said no.

"You'll be seeing him soon though right?" I said yes. Giving them kisses and cuddles, I wished Carisi good luck. "She's going to love it."

When I left, I rang Nina. "Hiya. I'm just leaving now. Sorry." She said it was no problem. "That's cool. See you soon." Making my way to the cafe, I crossed the road. Ordering a drink, I heard my phone. It was Adam.

Hey you. Was thinking about you. Miss you.🌸

He was really kind. Seeing Nina, I waved. "Hi. I'm really sorry that I'm late." I said it wasn't a problem. "It's nice to meet you." I smiled at her. "The same goes for you." As we ordered drinks, I asked her more about herself. "Well, I have a 10 month old. He's called Axel. He's amazing. I'm with Simon. Liv's brother." I said that was sweet. "I have been through a lot.. A violent past relationship, horrible, horrible abuse and bad days, but I've gotten through it." Sipping my drink, I asked her how she felt during the time of what happened to her. "I felt alone, angry, upset and just defeated. I wanted to be on my own. To know that what happend to me was awful, my ex just disappeared. Then, I went for my examination at the hospital with Liv and your sister." I said that she was so strong. "My mental health wasn't so great. My ex took advantage of me. It was me and Axel for a long time. Then, when I met Simon, things changed. I was friends with him at first. I was guarded. I was pregnant so it felt natural for me to shut him out." I said that I understood that. "My ex forced me to abort our child."