Jeong Jaehyun Imagines|Pt 2

Im now silent 💧⚠️

WARNING

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SUICIDE,DEPRESSION THOUGHTS

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It's been quiet a bit since you and Jaehyun had sex,
Actually a while maybe almost half a year,

You have gotten depressed while being with him,You needed him to comfort you but he isn't the type to actually listen to you,Your a very introverted person who only opens up to people you like,Like Jaehyun but do you really think he listens ? No...

So you just kept silent

Or he would tell you to shut up

It was your last day to stay

You were done

He has verbally abused you and your mental brain to the point where you wanna just shoot yourself for being the horrible person you are.

Not being his standard anymore,not being hot,lower class in his mind

You hoped Jaehyun would notice that everyday you would try to be the picture perfect girl

but

No he didn't

Everyday he would try and give you a cup of coffee but you would just walk past by and go to work,
He would just shrug his shoulders and pour it out.

Jaehyun comes inside and sees you at the coffee table with your paint out,Painting the pain away without him knowing,
"Hi"you say smiling

"Hi"he says walking to the room

You just watch him close the door and lock it

Probably because you both had a fight yesterday night
Because you told him you needed him to just help you out with things like the house and just spend some quality time.

20 minutes later

Jaehyun comes out in his sleeping clothes and sits on the ground with you,
"So what are you painting ?"jaehyun says
"Clouds and a field filled with sunflowers"you say dipping your paint brush in the water

"Cool"he says going on his phone

Probably texting another girl who knows

You already caught him 3 times

But you couldn't just give up in fact you were scared of letting him go so was he,

He was bored of you let's say that

He just gave up on you

He used you just for the moment and slowly is giving up

"Jaehyun your an independent man right ?"you ask him

"I mean yeah I am why"he says

"No I'm just asking,later im going to get ice cream and go to the park,Do you want to come with me ?"you ask him

"No I don't feel like going but do what ever just stay safe"he says getting up and going to the room closing the door.

"Okay"you say

After you finish

You out everything up and bring the things you need for a night walk

Setting your ice cream down your eyes form tears