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thoughts

Im not even gonna write any smut here. Tonight i just wanna reflect on my life.

I love myself. Took me a while to admit it. But im gorgeous just the way i am. Everyone should appreciate themselves. No matter how tall, short, artistic or sporty.

We all have to learn that we are worthy people.

We are good.

We all deserve to be loved.

Some people just cant find this self love. They get frustrated. Take this frustration and put it on someone else, hence creating an 'enemy'

No one really is ur enemy. The only 'enemy' anyone has is themselves.

They find a quality they want for themselves. Oh hey this other person has the prettier legs than i do. Im jealous.

This jealousy gets attached onto the person. Everytime u see them, you'll think: shes better than me. I hate her.

We just need to think. Deep breaths. Think about everything you have that someone else does not. I dont mean just materialistic things, i mean love, friendships, compassion.

Find the light. Walk towards it. Live.

Some people just cant find the light, or maybe they refuse to walk to it. They dont want to embrace the change, because theyre afraid of it.

Yes, sad to say, some bitches just refuse to give in. They gossip. They spread rumors. They tease and mock people. They target someone. Now everybody is bullying that one person. Its like no one knows how it feels to be bullied. I cant believe they wont at least try and feel what its like to walk in fear everyday everywhere at school, horrified that id bump into the gossipers. Those bitch skanks will laugh. All i can do it grab my phone. Pretend to be busy reading a message, or playing a phone game. All i can do is ignore.

If anythings wrong, tell the councilors!

Thats bullshit. Councillors do shit for you. You release ur frustrations and worries. They acknowledge your feelings. You think theres a little safe secret haven between the councilor and you. Right after the councilor tells ur parents about it.

Fuck u overly concerned education system that tries too hard to the point where ur efforts make disasters worst than they initially were.

The only person to trust with emotional issues. Is yourself.

Get bullied in school? Cry at night. Dont tell anyone or theyll think ur a pussy who just wants attention.

Got dumped by ur boyfriend? Punch a few pillows. Dont let anyone know, or the gossipers will assume ur too pathetic to bag a man.

In love with a tv show? Keep it a secret. Bitches and hoes and disgusting people will make fun of u.

I dont know how, they always find a way to drop my confidence. Gross me out.

This brings me to another point: in a society today, its fucking impossible to share ur true feelings.

Oh i feel so alone recently. Dont say that out loud. Some incompetent bitch will shame u for being a 'pick-me'

I cant do well in anything, someone help me! Dont reveal ur troubles. A mean, appalling girl in ur class will label u as an attention seeker.

I feel like im drowning. Im alone. No one's here. Nobody knows my thoughts. I keep them all to myself. I dont wanna seem problematic.... i hide everything. Time heals. I'll just wait for time to heal this wound.

Please think about this. Its really just my self reflection. Im sure many people are going through the same thing. For what its worth, you can vent and rant here in thr comments if yall need! Heres a daily reminder that i love u all, for the littlest action such as reading this. I love u. Dont lose hope. You can do it. I believe in u even if no one else does <3 ❤

Lots of love,