erens journal entry |026?|

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it was now late like no joke late, you and eren had went back to the air bnb after talking and drinking almost all night. you both had showered and now you were both laying in bed comftably together after being drowned in alcohol for majority of the night. "oh shit." eren muttered half asleep as if he just remebered something.

"hm?" you hummed looking up at him from his chest. he opened the night stands draw before grabbing a journal that looked pretty old for it to be a birthday gift. he adjusted himself before sitting up against the head board while you did the same sitting next to him.

once you were sat comfortably he looked at you for a few seconds before handing it to you. a very nervous look on his face as if he was scared to see what your reaction would be. you looked at him with direct eye contact as you opened it reverting your eye contact from the journal serveral times. un clamping it from its closing you read it outloud softly for eren to hear. "10/12/** " you read getting cut off by eren groaning, "oh god your reading it outloud." he chuckled while you smiled scoffing softly as you cotiuned reading.

HIGH SCHOOL FLASHBACK

walking the halls of this ever so cryptic highschool id always find myself soulking at the sudden thought that id have to attend such a place every day until i met her. i didnt like going to school much because I felt it was a waste of my time doubt the fact I knew I'd be a senior soon.

In the middle of walking to my science class I run into Connie and Jean both standing in the door way trying to convince the "attractive math teacher to let Connie skip class". "Hi mrs carterson." I say in an annoyed tone because I disliked math class.

"hi boy can I ask your something." She stopped me in my tracks as I nodded for her to ask away "is your father available." She winked as her eye twitched making my face scrunch in disgust. "Oh um he's taken." I said watching as jean and Connie looked between each other while looking at mrs carterson up and down.

Both me and the teacher exchanged awkward looks before I broke the ice and went to find my seat next to connie and After about 5 minutes class started which meant the long agitating hour was starting. I kept feeling small taps on my shoulder during class in which made me turn to look to my side to see Connie handing me a note.

I grab it from his hands opening it slowly as I read it. Meet me by my locker there's this girl I want you to meet. I balled the note up throwing it into the dumpster that was not to far from my desk since I was in the back until I looked up hearing a soft mellow voice from the front of the room interrupt the teacher "sorry to bother mrs carterson but do you have anymore-" she cuts herself off while looking at me for a hot second.

We both exchanged looks as she shook herself out of a trance finishing her question. "Anymore um copies of the algebra cheat sheets." She asked she bit the inside of her cheek waiting for an answer.

"Yes there should be some in the back over where Eren is, Eren raise your hand." Mrs carterson demanded as I hesitated to raise my hand doing it anyway. After the girl reassured that she knew where the papers were I put my hand down as she began walking to the back of the class room she walked past my desk as I looked at her once she was behind me. "Gyat." Connie said in a low tone while i watched as her body moved. Damn I said to myself as I watched her walk back up to the front before walking through the door and leaving. "Thanks mrs carterson." She said before leaving.

"Who was that?" I asked Connie while facing him. "The girl." He replied as I looked away. Timeskip ...

Class was over and the bell had rang, I packed my self up in advance before getting up and leaving while Connie followed me to my locker. As I was putting my math books back into my locker preparing to take out my books for my next class after lunch connie interrupts me. "You like her don't you." Connie smirked.

I didn't reply as I closed my locker rolling my eyes at him as we both headed to lunch soon or later jean tagged along from his ap class. "Jean, eren likes y/n but is acting like he ain't desperate to hit like." Connie sighed. "never said that." i added walking into the lunchroom as my eyes immedidatlty fell on y/n making us exchange eye contact yet again. "just fuck" jean groaned nudging me in the shoulder for me to go talk to her. "im not talking to her you crazy?" i looked at him as i followed them to the lunch tale we usually sit at. "pussy." connie muttered  as i glared at him.

"pussy my ass" i said as i turned around to go approach her, shit what was i gonna say. all her friends looking at me with a confused look her head turns to me. without thinking I blurt, "your names y/n right." i asked standing there akwardly. she let out a hum in response while i stand there trying to come up with something to say next. her friends chuckling at me i start to feel rushed to come up with something to say before she than  says something with a grin on her face showing her smile that nearly brought me to my feet. "you doing anything friday eren?" she asked making her friends give her a shocked look. "um n- no why." i said keeping my cool. "tacos 5pm?" she asked as i nodded while she got up coming close up to my face, her warm vanilla scent filling my nose she leaves a kiss on my neck before putting something in my pocket. "call me." she wispered as she turned around sitting back down.

feeling my body shiver from within I turn around to walk back to my lunch table with connie and jean. I sat down as I reached into my pocket looking at the note that had y/ns number on it plus a small note that read call me when your not so nervous player - I gulped as connie and jean burst into laughfter "boy you dont got a clue in the fucking world." connie chuckled slapping his thigh. i sat there completly spaced from earth. what the absoulute fuck did i get myself into, how could i possible go on a date with her id fold in less than 2 minutes.

lunch went by as i sat there on my phone in disbelief for about half an hour while jean and connie couldnt help but tease the whole lunch period about how i couldnt handle y/n.

PRESENT TIME

"i was such a virgin." eren groaned in embarssment banging his head lightly on the headboard. "AWW and it was so cute!" you whinned rubbing it in as you teased him about it. "alright next page." you said excitedly, "wait." He said grabbing a chrome hearts gift bag out of the drawer before handing it to you. "Happy birthday." He smiled as he watched you open it revealing a velvet black box that soon revealed a chrome hearts ring that was small and dainty with a small cross on it. Putting it on you see a black envelope inside as you open it you read it out loud.

I give you the ring
In which your finger may grasp
I give you this ring because it is within a thing I could grasp. As a promise to you a promise I'll be heres a promise ring to bring that I'll always agree - EREN

"Cheesy." You chuckled at the note while hugging eren as he kissed you one the forehead. "You like it?" Eren asked watching you admire it. "It's beautiful." You smiled looking up from you hand. "You're just stalling so I don't read the rest huh." You asked as eren slowly nodded in embarrassment. Typical, at least the rings cute.


AUTHORS NOTE :

Oh yeah can I just add ... (after the story's finished all spelling eras and most authors notes will be deleted 😝 also I didn't know what song to use so read in SILENCE 😈

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