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This was what I feared.

They hate me now.

I lost my only family.

Maybe they are better off without me.

Because of me, they had to go out of their way and leave their old life which they probably liked better than this one.

What's the guarantee that they wanted to pursue the jobs they had told me about?

They might even be joking.

I am a piece of bad luck anyway.

Because of me Hyunwoo and Seojun hurt Appa.

They hate me.

And I should just accept it.

But it hurt.

It hurt when I desperately need comfort.

And the only ones who can give it to me now don't even want to see me.

All because I messed up.

All because I never thought about what they wanted.

I could have at least asked them.

And now it hurts.

It hurts to be broken because of me only.

It hurts when I pushed myself into this abyss of darkness.

It hurts when I have no one to hold on to.

It hurt when I am always broken in the end.

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