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I don't understand. Why am I attractive all the abusers and toxic people? Not one guy that has or had a crush on me is a decent person. Is it my looks? Is it because I look weak? Is it my personality? I just don't understand. I just want one good man to love me. This isn't fair, why is this happening to me?
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I'm super skinny now, I don't eat a lot, and I'm near becoming underweight. I blame my parents. They body shamed me a lot. My mom especially. She'd call me fat and a pig, probably other things as well. Now I'm super skinny and I regret it. I can't get any of that weight back because of my high metabolism. I can't eat as much because of my body. I miss being chubby...
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It would be nice to have motivation to do all the things I wanna do. But I'm so tired. Everytime I try my hardest to do something, I fail miserably. I wanna give up but I can't.
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I can't sleep.
