DESTINY

CHAPTER 20

                         KIM
"It was January on the night of the wolf moon, from the name it's believed that in that time hungry wolves howl alot because of lack of food during winter. We as a pack are always prepared with food we stocked during Octobers hunter's moon so on this time of January whilst others were howling in desperate need of food all of the mated wolves of blood-moon pack were busy mating. During full moons is when it's believed that the moon goddess blesses us with fertility at it's best, it's a crazy time that always cause the wolves that lost their mates or have lost hope of finding their mates go to join the packless because wolves literally mate anywhere for hours non-stop and they are not very quiet about it.

The ones that haven't found their mates always retire to their rooms and play music on high volume or throw a party to distract themselves from thinking of what's going on across the pack land. The aged and babies are always put in a room during this time with something interesting to distract them, it could be really anything they like from games they could play,food they like to movies or soap operas they love. This has been the Packs tradition since forever.

Me and Jacob were fighting our urge to mate so that we could try to spend time with our friends Ellie and Mason who were human but have been with us since we were young. Their parents had no idea we were werewolves, Mason and Ellie used to run away from home alot that at some point they let them move in as long as our parents accept to take care of them. They have been in love for so long and they've  not been blessed to have a child. They've lived with us all these years that during every full moon they (especially Ellie) raise their hope that they will be blessed with a child.

I have been trying to convince them to visit the doctor but Ellie is afraid of making the bad news become real,she prefer to keep hopping for the best. They are still young Ellie being 21 and Mason being 22 I agree with them, they didn't need to live with the bad news that they can never have their own kids, I always pray to the moon-goddess to remember them. Now that it's another full moon, my skin is itchy for Jacob's touch and I know it'll become worse that I'll start to feel like I'm burning from inside out and I know Jacob is going through the same but we need to keep our friends company, knowing wolves are mating and most will end up getting pregnant made me feel bad for Ellie. We were watching a rerun of a certain series that I don't really remember because my mind was full on images of me and Jacob mating that it was painful to remain still besides Ellie. My brain was taunting me by showing different styles we could be mating in and the varying length in strokes my mate will me mating me in, it got worse to the point I was hearing his grunts and smell his arousal. From my peripheral view I see Jacob's piercing gaze on me that made my heart beat so fast and loud.

Ellie knew what we were going through,she tried so many times to get us to leave and that they are okay but I know deep down she's in so much pain that she try and actually hide so we'll. I could advise them to leave the pack land during mating periods and go visit their parents but I know she's hopping for the goddess' blessings and I have no right to deny them that. I was sitting the other side of Ellie and Mason wanting to be the farthest I could  from Jacob because we could loose control and jump each other right infront of the people we were trying to get their minds off the mating process. They could have stayed with the elderly and the babies but there's this notion that the goddess doesn't go near that room during the full moon because the people there have no need of getting fertility boost.

It got worse bt the minutes that a sob involuntarily rip through me and that was the last straw for Ellie, to end my suffering she smiled at me as she takes Mason's hand and they quickly leave the room. Even before they reach the door Jacob was on me. We knew we shouldn't be doing this but like every month it got to a point that we just snapped, we always hope for some control but we could never hold our own past the mating period.