"----you are anything but a burden----"
taehyung choked out a painful sobs clutching over his husbands hand desperately----
"You are not lying right-t?"
he weak pleading mumble was heard causing jeongguk's heart clenched in pain.
"you're not saying this out of pity are you?----"
his quivering lips stutter out the words, eyes waveringly finding any hint of pity on his husband's eyes----
but he find none, not a bit.
nothing but pure adoration and honesty in those dark brown eyes which never stare at him like this----
or did they?---
"I'm not lying taehyung" Jeongguk hushed out rubbing circle around his husband's tear strained cheeks, wiping the remaining tears.
"you never was a burden to anyone, not for your father or your brother, and jimin---"
"you are their most precious gem taehyung, they cherish you, love you with everything they have---"
jeongguk whispered calmly trying to calm taehyung, but in the very next moment his body stilled
when his husband asked him the question he never answered before---
"but-t what about you?what I am to you?"
taehyung heart pounds against his chest, he was always scared to ask this---
fearing what if this unsaid answer breaks everything he treasure.
what if this shattered his little worlds he created with his love.
but today he don't know, why and how he's able to ask this---
however he don't regret it, nor he wants to takes back his words,he is tired of being scared.
he is tired of fearing about future.
he just wants to know the answer, even if it's means to breaks his heart----
the desperate mist eyes of his husband, makes the ravenette nervous.
his heart start beating fast against his chest---
he doesn't know it's cause of fear or something else.
if it was same as before then he might have ignore this question, too anxious to voice out his thoughts---
but things has changed, the vulnerable state of his husband shattered the wall around his cold heart----
he never had dared to say his thoughts out loud but today he'll confess front of his husband.
because now he is scared that if he didn't confess today---
he might never will be able to do it.
"say jeongguk-k----"
a weak stuttered voice brings jeongguk back in reality---
finding two almond eyes looking at his curiously--- helplessly.
as if he is urge to break down if he don't held him----
so he did.
bringing taehyung closer to his chest, he engulfed his husband's petite figure in his arms.
holding him close to his heart, wanting to hide his husband's vulnerable state behind his protective arms---
"you are----" a painful lamp in his throat bother the ravenette, causing him to get nervous
but gulping down his insecurities his fear, he pulled his husband closer---
"you are everything what I have been ever dreamed of----"
taehyung breaths hitched as he clenched over his husband's shirt, feeling the loud heartbeats against his ears.
"you are everything what I crave for, what I was finding all my life----"
a lone tear threatened to rolled down from his eyes----
as the thought of losing his the only person whom he wanted to be with him all life---crossed his mind----
causing him to tighten his grip around his husband, too afraid to let go.
"you are everything-g, what I'm afraid to lose taehyung----"
you are my everything taehyung----
his heart said it loud in his mind, causing jeongguk to shut his eyes tightly.
the words were unsaid but he hopes taehyung understand them---
the quivering voice of his husband, make taehyung worried.
it was first time jeongguk showed his emotions without being hesitate or cold
though it was not any pleasant emotions, it was fear---
a frowned appeared in his face trying to understand the reason behind his husband's fear.
but none the less he decided to ignore it, his heart was too much content to take this worries.
when suddenly the door fell open, making taehyung slightly flinched--- and pulled back from his husband's warm embrace.
"sorry-y----the door was unlocked-d"
jimin stuttered out averting his gaze always from the married couple.
taehyung immediately looked up hearing his best friend's voice---
"jimin when you came?---"
taehyung tries to get up, but his exhausted body give up, making him stumbled on his feet---
"Tae!"
jimin yelled out of worry ready to approach him, when the ravenette hands wrapped around his husband's waist saving him from falling.
"are you alright?" jeongguk mumbled making taehyung sit down on his bed
taehyung nods looking down at his lap, with a sigh----
jimin slowly pulled down his extended hand----
"taehyung you should take some rest, we can talk later----" jimin utter giving taehyung a small smiling
he turned around, locking the bedroom's door quietly---
he breaths out shakily looking back at the close door.
"he will be fine, jeongguk is with him---"
he mumble out, trying to hide the little ache in his heart with his bitter sweet smile.
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