" jimin, are you coming back for exams? "
a frowned appears on jimin's face reading the text from a certain someone who is waiting for him in US.
but he couldn't bring himself to reply, though what will he say? that he don't want to leave taehyung?
he knows he will understand him, but jimin just couldn't bring himself to hurt him again, he'll understand but didn't he always took this as an advantage?
and how many times hyung will forgive me for choosing taehyung over him?
he felt guilty though no one ever blamed him, the person who get hurted most, never blamed him, but there is always a limit of tolerance---
how long someone can bear seeing their love ones giving someone else more importance?
his thoughts abruptly get cut off when he saw jeongguk entering the living room, looking freshed up---
the ravenette awkwardly glance at jimin before walking towards kitchen, ignoring get into any conversation, they are still not in talking terms where he'll start conversation with him
however the sliver haired had another thoughts "how's taehyung? did he fell asleep again? he is feeling well right?"
he worriedly asked, making jeongguk frowned, he knows jimin is concerned but the way his eyes held some unknown emotions always irked jeongguk
jealously? No---
but insecurities, the sliver haired is not less them him, soon to be a doctor, close to taehyung, and never hesitate to show his emotions
and what he had? a personality which people despised, too complicated, he still wonder why taehyung choose to live life with a person like him?
didn't he see his flaws?
"jeongguk!"
he snapped back in reality when jimin called his name loudly already approaching him---
"are you alright you were spacing out" he asked
jeongguk averted his gaze away from jimin making himself busy in kitchen, jimin frowned at his behavior, why can't this man just response him like a normal human being?!
fuck, he irritates me alot---
he rolled his eyes cursing the ravenette in his mind "fine I'll just check him by my own___" he said turning around to leave
"don't."
it wasn't request, it was a strained oder coming from the ravenette, causing jimin to fumes in anger "Are you seriously stopping me to meet tae?___" Jimin was ready to burst his all anger on jeongguk
but the ravenette next words makes him stunned and surprise "don't go yet, take his breakfast with you--"
"what-t?---" Jimin stuttered a bit shocked, only then he noticed the ravenette was actually cutting fruits all these time---
"hmm--" jeongguk hums going to get some yogurt for his husband, the brunette was still not well, he can't have heavy meal in earlier morning thus he decided to have something lightly
jimin quietly observe the ravenette trying to see if he is genuine or not, though he didn't find any fake ness in jeongguk's words
and one thing jimin never can understand is, he never find jeongguk being fake, yes he is cold, heartless as jimin call him
he is anything but fake---
if there will be other person he definitely pretend to be good person front of them but this man he didn't changed he is still stone face man he met three years ago
"you want me to take taehyung's breakfast?" he raised his eyebrow wanting
jeongguk frowned not wanting to have conversation but nonetheless he nods and didn't forget to add "---taehyung will be happy if you do"
again he left the silver haired speechless, but he couldn't bring himself to believe in jeongguk's words easily---
it's not easy to accept him to be nice suddenly after all those years where he was being rude,monotonous.
"see, I told you to pretend to be nice with taehyung, doesn't mean you have to pretend front of me, don't bother"
he said it, the thought which was bugging him, jimin said them loud, he is not someone who will sugar coat his words and behavior as it was said---
jeongguk clenched his jaw glaring at jimin, why he is thinking he is pretending? can't he do something to make taehyung feel happy with his will?
he knows he had never showed any care towards his husband openly, it doesn't mean he didn't noticed him--- he did see everything, observed everything, just couldn't ask or question anything
"I'm not pretending park" he snapped out of anger
"there you go, the typical jeongguk I know" jimin scoffed hearing his strained cold voice "and may I remind you, you would never had care about my best friend if he wasn't in this state and I wouldn't had begged you for pretend to care about him, love him!"
the hurt, and feels of being replaced in taehyung's life took over jimin's mind, making him say anything out of frustration, he didn't even realised what he was saying---
"park are you out of your mind?! why are you behaving like this!" jeongguk had enough of jimin's sudden rude behavior, he can't understand why the silver haired behaving impulsive
"yes, you ask me to pretend but---" the loud crashing sound startled both of them
"tae-e----"
their heart dropped seeing the brunette looking at them with betrayed eyes, filled with pain---
the vase which shattered into piece like his trust, makemakes him bleed, but it's nothing front of the pain he felt inside his heart
his heart was bleeding for being betrayed, for being fooled.
"taehyung--" jungkook waver out immediately reaching his husband who look at him with bloodshot eyes "I can explain---"
but before he could reach him, the brunette walk away from there, leaving red stain of blood on floor---
and this was the first time jeongguk saw his husband turning his back towards him---
leaving him behind----
his heart ached looking at the blood stain, his husband was hurt, not just physically, but he was hurt from inside---
a pain full lump in his throat suffocate him, he wants to say, wants to scream, wants to tell his husband that---
I never pretend anything taehyung, never.
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