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"why do you love him so much tae?---"
a small smile appears on taehyung's face hearing jimin's question
why he loves jeongguk?---
what's the reason?---
"why---" taehyung breaths out earning a curious gaze from the blonde
"honestly I don't know the reason jiminie, and i don't think I need one to love him__" a bashful smile blooms on his faces
"there are many things about him but yet nothing are reasonable enough to justify my love towards him, sometimes I asked the same question why we love a person so much that their happiness and sorrow become ours?"
his eyes glisten with pure fondness and enthusiasm as he gushed his thoughts
"how their slightest things effect you, and at some point nothing matters, not even your own happiness front of their smile---"
"loving jeongguk wasn't my choice--" his lips curled into a silly smile "it was something I want to, something I need to do in my life, loving him feels so right jimin as if I was made for him"
jimin smiled looking at his best friend so in love
"it give me ease feeling, a comfort I was finding all my life, I don't know how or when, why I fell for him but when I realized I was too goner"
laughing at himself taehyung shakes his head "at first I couldn't understand him, it was too difficult to live with him" he sadly mumbled remembering their earlier day in marriage
"but once I got to know him, once I understands him, once I tried to look through his wall then everything seems simple, things changes, now living without him feels difficult" he gulped harshly feeling his eyes welling up
"the thought of leaving him scares me, not being able to see him again scares him--" unconsciously a sob escape from his lips making jimin worried
"tae--its okay" jimin murmured placing his hand over taehyung giving him an assuring pat
"no it's not jimin, you don't know, he has no one, his parents they just saw him as their heir, and cousins he never let them close to him, hoseok hyung was an exception but hyung has his own life and family too, so he never bothered him--"
"people they judge him without a second thought--" jimin sucked his breath knowing very well he is one of those people too, and as of taehyung read his mind the brunette smiled bitterly
"I know you judge him too, but maybe anger against my marriage was the reason you never tries to look differently, I don't blame you for that jimin, even my brothers they never tried to understand jeongguk__"
taehyung wiped his tears thinking about his brothers "i understand their anger, your anger, but you shouldn't blame all things on jeongguk--"
"do you guys ever thought about what jeongguk might have faced? suddenly getting married to a mere stranger even against his will? why just because he has to take responsibilities for being son of jeon's?"
"tell me jimin what they did to him was right? and sorry to say this but neither of you or hyung have rights to get mad at him for something related to our marriage life, the way he treats or expresse himself shouldn't be anyone's concern when I myself is happy with him"
the words comes out more firmly, as the brunette tries to calm himself down from overwhelmed feeling
he knows he can't fully blame jimin or his brother for reacting like this towards jeongguk's behavior---
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THOSE 3 MONTHS | tk
Fanfictioneven after three years of their marriage, still there was an unseen glass wall between them, an unwanted distance, like the two shores of the river who stay besides each other but never meets, they were together but still not close enough how a marr...
