taehyung anxiously glance at his husband who was standing front of him with stern blank face, arms crossing over his chest before his eyes drifts towards the brunette sitting front of him holding a filled injection
"jeongguk-k---" taehyung stuttered calling out his husband "you promised" he whispered lowly reminding his husband about their argument, his eyes slightly swelling up due the cries
" I can't take you there if you are in pain taehyung" the stern voice made taehyung unconsciously pout, head slowly hanging down trying to show his husband his displeased
" besides we still have time, fair will start in evening, love, please listen to me till then, I won't ask you to do anything after it" the ravenette pleads desperately staring down at his husband
"listen to him taehyung, he is right, how will you enjoy if you are in pain hmm?--" taehyung slowly look up at the doctor sitting front of him who slowly grabbed his forearm rubbing the cotton over his skin
taehyung look towards the ravenette in panic, eyes wavering in fear, giving an assuring look jeongguk immediately walk towards his husband sitting down on the bed
" I'm here--" he whispered taking taehyung's left hand in between his, placing soft kiss over back of his hand
taehyung closed his eyes feeling the sting piercing inside his skin, making him tighten his grip over his husband's hand---
however the sting was gone but pain around his hand still was there, jeongguk scoots closer, caressing his husband's face softly "it's okay, love--" placing a loving kiss on taehyung's forehead the ravenette muttered few soothing words trying to calm his husband
taehyung close his eyes, sighing tiredly, he tried to only focus on his husband's soft whispered instead of his throbbing hand, and the soft hushed voice of jeongguk made it easy for him---
the doctor got up giving a knowing gaze to the ravenette who nods back, before the later walked out of room giving the couple privacy
Jeongguk runs his hand over taehyung's hair, soothing it, seeing his eyes getting closed slowly, he carefully layed taehyung down on bed properly, caressing his head to help him to drift in his dreamland
his worried yet fond gaze stare down at his sleeping husband for awhile before he carefully gets up, covering the sleeping brunette body with blanket, placing the loving kiss over over his forehead, jeongguk walked out his bedroom, without making sound
he immediately walked downstairs, seeing the doctor along with hoseok sitting on couch in living room---
" Thank you Dr park--"
the both males head snapped towards Jeongguk, as seojoon smiles shaking his head "It's my duty Mr Jeon, don't bother to thank me--" Jeongguk nods hesitantly eyes falling over his hyung
"and don't even think of thanking me" hoseok waved his hand giving a stern glare at his brother who just sighing sitting down on single couch
"okay I won't" Jeongguk utter however he was so thankful to his hyung who within one call droves all the way to Seoul hospital, getting Dr park from there on time
"I just-t---" he stuttered looking down at his hands "I don't know what happened-d but my mind went blank for awhile after we argued, I just want to see him fine, but he was being so stubborn-n--" he murmured his heart throbbing with pain as he remember their argument
" I can fight anyone for him, but how am I going to fight him?----"
he voice broke earning sympathy look from other as hoseok immediately place his hand over his brother's shivering ones, giving a tight squeeze " we understand kook--" he assured softly
" Yes, Mr Jeon, in many cases I had saw patients becoming stubborn, sensitive like a kid unlike their usual personality, same thing is happening with taehyung,he'd become more sensitive more emotionally vulnerable --" seojoon mumbles out looking at the ravenette
" Mr Jeon, can I say something, not as a doctor but as a friend if you don't mind--"Jeongguk frowned but nonetheless nods
" I'd seen many times, many patient's family doing every treatment, every therapies, anything which can extend their love one's survival but during this they sometimes forgot to value patient's thoughts, what actually they want--"
" no, I'm not saying they are doing anything wrong, practically and logically what they are doing is right, it's good for patient's physical health, but what about mental health?--"
"You see, staying inside the four wall, getting inject, taking medicine to every day and night, is not easy not at all, I'd seen many people crying for death rather than living like these--"
" but still they accept everything to please their family's hope, because they know their family's happiness depends on their health conditions, however if you ask them to say truth then you'll know what their heart desires---"
" and it's definitely not a white room with walls, instead they rather live their rest time with their family, in their home, with people they love, with things they love to do---" he smiles softly
" I know as a doctor I sound so illogical but I'm a human too, I understand the depressing feeling taehyung must have felt, after seeing his medical history, I know it's must be hard for him--"
" Jimin had told me about his health conditions from childhood, and belive me when u said taehyung had spend his most of life around these medicine and hospital--"
Jeongguk gulps hard looking down hiding his welled eyes from them hand clenching in fist----
" no wonder he is willing to go anywhere but there, so I personally suggest it's much better if you listen what his heart desire--- it desire to be with you"
" I hope you understand what I'm trying to say" seojoon said eyes staring at the ravenette who was looking down, he share a worried glance to hoseok
hoseok breaths shakily trying to hold his overwhelmed emotions, hugging his brother's bundled figure in his arms, engulfing him in his embrace
" don't be scared kook - ah, hyung is here, I know you won't do anything wrong "
Jeongguk stiffened in his brother's hold, before he closed his eyes letting his tear roll down from his eyes hiding his face in his brother's neck
" I'll make him feel the happiest hyung i swear-- if he wants me then I'll be there for him till the end--" hoseok tighten his grip around his brother's body feeling it shivering badly
but there heart shattered in piece hearing the broken stuttered voice of jeongguk
"but what about me?--- who will make me happy after him? for whom I'll live after he leaves?--tell me hyung-g, please-e, please-e tell me, who will be there-e for me-- for my end?"
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