Angelina heart also known as Angel is innocent as one can be. Being as naïve and innocent as she is people normally take advantage of her good-hearted nature. But when Alexander come to the scene all is about change. Who would've thought dropping a...
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3 months
I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that I like him. I actually have feelings for Alec, how will he even react to this? Will I tell him? Should I tell him? Could he feel the same for me?
I sort of been avoiding him, since the whole thing. And I been feeling incredibly guilty for it.
I just don't know how I will face him.
But today, I'm going to his house to talk to him. I'm not going to confess yet. But I miss him, and Holland had told me that she would give me a ride.
I slip on his sweatshirt that he had gave me. And pulled on some of my fuzzy socks, and white chunky plate form shoes.
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Making my way downstairs, to Holland car that waiting for me.
Mama isn't going to be here for several days. And I'm taking full advantage of it all.
And although I know that one part of me should feel guilty. I can't help but to finally feel free, from it all. I have also made an decision lately.
One that I thought I would never make, nor one that I ever thought of making true.
I'm going to leave
I can't believe it myself either. I never thought I would ever think of the idea of leaving my mother. But, something has just changed in me?
I think it from hanging out with Holland and Alec. They seemed to give me this newfound perspective on life? Not in a toxic manner, which is a new word I had learned from Holland.
I just think they had open me to the idea. Of that it's more in life than following everyone elses rules.
Holland Bitch I'm outside Seen I quickly walk out the door, looking back at the life i soon to leave.
Holland had talked me into when I turn eighteen to move in with her. She said that it would be no problem. But I'm not quite sure on that whole idea. Although it is quite tempting.
