Next day, well night I get a reply from him
We talked alot that night, I didn't sleep because I found him so interesting and I wanted to talk to him more
Then I read: "I'm starting to like you more and more"
I was speech less, no one ever confessed to me so directly
I am very popular in my school, mainly because I'm a foreigner for them and I have long beautiful hair
Everyone confessed to me left and right I rejected everyone because I didn't find them attractive
And I wasn't in a polite way, I was tired of it and didn't think of anyone's feeling, I just said no and blocked them
But him confessing to me got me speech less, I didn't know what to say, I wasn't sure what to do
"Aww cute" was all I could say
"is it mutual?" He asked, it was written in Russian so I played dumb as if I didn't know what this word means
I don't know how I got out of that situation, I practically froze
"Emmm I don't know..?" Was all I could say
That night was a start for something beautiful yet so toxic, so wanted yet so unwanted
It was start of our journey, of my mixed feelings, love and healing
If only I knew what I had got myself into...
If only I knew...
YOU ARE READING
If only I knew...
RomanceI was feeling like writing about what I experienced with a boy for long years, so here I'm pouring my heart out I really hope this helps me to heal from it and if you're also hurt by someone I hope you heal soon too The text is very raw because I d...
