Lavender and Lilac ( Yurika )

Chapter 4

Done.

Finally, after 3 and a half hours of revision and worksheets, I AM DONE, BAKAS!!!!

Aaaaaand, it's time for bed.

I sigh.

I'm too lazy to shower, I'm just gonna get changed.

I change into the nightgown, whilst running the days events through my head.

I bullied a girl.

We got a new member

I took a loooooong-ass time to finish the homework...

I bullied a girl....

Why am I even so concerned about this girl??

I mean, sure, she's pretty, but I don't even know her!!!

I wonder what sort of conditioner she uses to keep her hair looking so damn good...

Ugh, this is ridiculous!!!

I get into bed, sighing softly.

I wish I wasn't such a pushover, I don't even really understand why I'm so popular! I don't share any interests with my friends, and, well...

You get high scores on the tests...

90 isn't high!! I don't understand... besides, even this mystery girl-

Yuri

-whatever, she knew the subject better than I did!!

I don't understand anything!!!

It's because you want to be popular, isn't it?? You left your old lifestyle and started hanging out with them... all for attention.

No....

Yes....

You know what? I'm just going to think about something else.

Natsuki... I wonder; will she be a good addition to the club?

Well, Sayori likes her, doesn't she?

Yes, but do I?

She's.... Tolerable, as long as she keeps to herself and doesn't lash out or anything...

I don't think she'll be an issue then.

I think I'll go to sleep now... I stretch slightly before sighing softly.

I'm so damn exhausted....

You should be.

N-no...

You put others in pain, so you should feel at least a fragment of it too.

S-she'll be fine-

Oh yeah? Well the look in her eyes says otherwise....

OKAY OKAY I GET IT I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON....

"I hurt her..."

"I'm despicable."

I sigh softly.

"But there's nothing I can do about that."