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Two days after meeting with a private doctor, and getting all the 'medicine' for her hurting hands, she had to stay for 3 more days under his eye before getting back to her and fiance's shared house.

Mr. Choi was almost only person who knew what was going on between her and Youngje, he knew their relationship wasn't healthy for her, it wasn't safe or good for her mental health too.

Everything made her lose a bit of herself everytime something happened, and he could tell just by looking,  her acting skills were great but she couldn't hide the scars and wounds from him, or those she had done by herself.

"You shouldn't hurt yourself like this... Even if you do it mindlessly or by accident, you know you can't let yourself suffer to be relieved from the other kind of pain" the middle aged man said, sighing before starting his little speech he gave her everytime she was here.

"I know... But I feel everything is my fault, including the time I lied to him about my miscarriage" she said, her voice was full of a poisonous venom going after her own self,

"Were you taking the pills I gave you? Be honest now" he asked calmly

She didn't answer, she just looked down her lap and squeezed the sheets making him sigh

"What did you do with them this time?"

"He saw them...."

"He what?"

"He saw them, he saw me taking them... He threw them all into the toilet and told me I deserve to su-suffer, and if I'm going to kill myself I shouldn't try stopping myself... That I was useless and it'd only bring joy and f-freedom to everyone once I disappear" she said monotonous as she was used to these words

The doctor was furious, he couldn't understand how a man could treat horribly his loved one, and a fiance, sadly soon to-be called wife, and in worst end, a future mother of his children.

He knew he couldn't do much except psychical help, and mental support. He indeed was rich-rich, his position also was high, but he couldn't let Yan's family suffer like this. Even with enough of evidence he knew and had, the young man known as Sian Youngje, could use the dirtiest tricks to save his reputation and family name, including his own wealth and ass.

"Sunhye..." He said with worried tone as she smiled at him with pure innocence, that hide tone of pain behind the shining lights dancing in her brow orbs

"Mr. Choi... I'd like to be alone for now, I t-think I need to sleep" she said with tired eyes, her grin turned into soft yawn as she covers her lips

Him knowing she wanted the time to herself, nodded and stood up taking his files and pen he wrote notes on. Yet before he left, he looked down at the girl one kast time, turning off the main light and plugging in a much softer little light 

"I hope you won't do anything tricky this time... You nearly got me last time when you fall asleep in the toilet" he chuckled making her scratch her head.

"I'll have the button turned on all the time, I promise..." she said showing him she had it turned on this time.

"All right then, rest well... I'll try to make you stay here for those 5 more days instead going back in such state to that bastard of a fiance he is" he smiled warmly before leaving her private room and softly closing the door.