UNPREDICTABLE 🎲 bae jacob | of TBZ | discontinued until further notice!!

twenty eight

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just some easy questions
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Jacob's point of view ;)

Getting out of Chanhee's car, I made sure to drag Kevin with me, not only he got wasted, I, myself, thankfully was more of a sober self, around 70% sober, and so my mind is repeating the question, Why in the world did I want to drink i the first way?

"Bae~~ You got me fkyYYyinGg" Kevin laughed, spreading his hands as if he was flying, while Chanhee laughed from his car

"you're not going to help?" I asked

why did I even ask, of course he won't. Kevin almost puked inside his car, there's no way he'll get to touch him after that

"hm... sure"

wait what-

"but I have one condition" he said, getting out of his car and making sure to lock it "you tell me what is going on between you and Sunhye" he smirked

"UUuuuUh I lOooveE seCrDttss" Kevin giggled hugging me as he wiggled his eyebrows, not him too

"T-there's nothing going on, we're just friends-"

"just friends my ass" Chanhee rolled his eyes and took Kevin's other arm o his shoulder, looking at him with judging eyes "I clearly see you two were a bit off, I'm not blind Mr. Bae" he chuckled

a heavy sigh left my lips, deciding to ignore it, I reaches over my pair od keys before I could open the house. While I did so, New and I made sure to drop Kevin at my guest room, who immediately fell asleep, before we sat in the living room.

"So?" the silence was broken, as my heart begun pounding, not only I felt like everyone was moving around, the stress also probably gave me a fever

"yeah?" I said awkwardly, clearing my throat

"will I heard the answer or do I get to hear it from Sunhye herself?" he sighed standing up, his arms crossed as he stood right in front of me

holy- nope, I'm not doing it. Jacob keep your soberness with you, don't let any misunderstanding happen-

"having a mind monologue won't help you hide the truth from me Cob" New chuckled before doing illegal move "okay, I'm sure Jiyea could get the answer from Sunhye pretty fast, if I called her right now-"

"Wait!" I stood up and hold his hand from calling her "I... I- uh, I'll tell you"

"I knew it'll work" he smiled in victory before dropping himself on the sofa as I sat down in front of him, holding my head "so explain to me, every little detail, from the beginning~"

biting my lips I looked over at the pink haired Choi and sighed, fixing my posture I started off with telling him about everything, starting off the accident after us first time drinking, till today, again drinking...

"let me get it all together" he run a hand though his hair as he looked at him with serious, shocked face "you kissed her today?"

"I was drunk-"

"you still are Jacob, don't explain yourself now" Chanhee said before crossing his legs and thinking "and then, from your stories, you two had kissed already few times..."

looking away from him, I was hoping to just disappear. Not only my face was burning, my heart was pounding, my hands were sweaty, I also felt like backstabbing Sunhye herself, I didn't want it to end up like this... we're not even together- and not like we'll be

"Jacob" New called and clapped his hands getting me out of my thoughts "you're out of focus here, this is very serious" he said as he stood up and sat right next to me

"Sorry I just, I- I don't know what to think of it too... It's just so..." I stopped and took a while to think of a word

"new?" Chanhee said as I looked at him

"yeah... it's very new, New" I said half joking, making him chuckle and roll his eyes

"I know how you were single all the time, focused on your life and job, family's business and all, but let me ask you a few questions" he said

"I sweat to God, I'm barely talking now, don't torture me more" I whined

"those are easy questions, I promise" he laughed as I shook my head

"yeah, sure" I mumbled to myself before listening to whatever the questions Chanhee has made

"What do you think about Sunhye, as a person?"

I repeated the question in my head, what do I think about her?... Smiling a bit I looked at the window where the moon was, and laughed a bit "she's very sweet, her love to nature is beyond anyone's mind, she's very smart and creative... but afraid of people, but more in what they feel and thing. She's open to everyone but herself, which is... not healthy, but she can't see it"

"is there more to add?" a genially curious question made me look over the person asking it

"If I kept going you wouldn't have time for the rest of your questions" I blurred out making Chanhee smirk, hell no- I didn't just say that-

"Oh really?" he smirked wiggling his eyebrows "then what is that you feel, when you're thinking of her? I'm sure you can describe it"

"describe?" I frowned as I crossed my arms "it's... difficult"

"oh c'mon, it's really not" he groaned "for example I feel very comfortable around her, she's very respectful person and I'm happy too, since I'm one of not many she opens up to, I'm also honoured that I'm her favourite person, which she claimed by herself and" he stopped and smiled "I... I also love her, she's a person I'd do anything for... and honestly she's someone more than a friend but less than a lover, she's a part of me now, a family" he said

looking straight at him I could see how serious Chanhee was about these words, and so, something inside me started tickling me, pushing words out of my lips uncontrollably

"to me Sunhye is... someone I could never want to be sad, I feel like everytime I'm with her... the words stops, and she makes me realize how every second of life is important, and could be a part of great memory. All I ever want is- is her, to be happy, she deserves everything, and I... When I'm with her at the time she's happy, I'm also happy, great full, proud, I feel like I just did something so... big, that I did it all" I said with a breathless scoff

"you really care for her, don't you?" New smiled at me as I looked over

"of course..." I said

"then, do you love her?"

taking a second, all I could think of was her, her smile, laugh, her cheerful personality, the way she makes everyone fall for her with nothing but her heart... I do

"I do..." I said with a smile "but before I can love her, she must learn to love and appreciate herself too"

the soft hours are open; almost made myself want to cry, just almost-