UNPREDICTABLE 🎲 bae jacob | of TBZ | discontinued until further notice!!

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confused and scared

And so day has passed, it was strongly after midnight and the girl was sitting on her room, watching the starts forming different pictures on the night sky. It looked so pretty she couldn't help but thing how beautiful it must be up there at night.

"I can't believe how last mont I've wanted to run away from this view forever..." She chuckled to herself as she hold the cup of warm tea in her hand

For a moment she though she was in a looping movie, looking up at the city at night, holding cup. Having same period craps and feeling little while being above many others.

Yet this time it was a bit different. She was alone, had soft classic music calming her down, didn't have anyone to be afraid of getting hit or screamed for a little noice. She felt save in place she only has been for days...

Three years, three years of looking for feelings that every human being feels, happiness, joy... She needed positive feelings in her life to keep herself stronger, to keep the light up inside her, to not fully give up.

Fifth time of worse moment in her life happened to be best opening to new chapter in her story. Till this time she couldn't actually get how easily it actually moved, this was just too sudden to believe, and that's why she was still scared and anxious... That one day she'll wake up and everything will get to where it was

She couldn't sleep at night, she was scared to sleep. She didn't want to see the nightmares, or one day possibly wake up and be in dark word she only could get worse at.

"Huh- The cup is already empty...?" She frowned as she wanted to take another sip of the tea "looks like I've gotta go to the kitchen for some water" she said as she got off the window and closed it behind

Putting on a robe she took her pills and placed them inside her pocked, opened her room doors, get out, made sure to lock it before heading downstairs passing by girls room which was 4 rooms from hers. She was sure they already slept hard, it was 4:27am afterall. 

Entering the elevator, she clicked the 2nd floor button and crossed her arms waiting for the doors to close. And when it was near closing someone run up to them and excuses her for stopping the doors

"I'm sorry! I'll use this one as well if you don't mind-" he bowed as the girl eyed him

"Jacob? Why are you up at this hour... Looking like this?" She rised her eyebrow as she noticed how he had riped jeans and Carmel hoodie on with white sneakers to it all

"Oh Sunhye- I actually got back from a dinner my mom's and I forgot my wallet from her place and I wanted to go back grab it" he scratched back of neck embarrassed

"Why didn't you stay over a night instead?" She laughed

"I could only if there was a place, but my brother already stayed there and used whole sofa to himself" he hiccupped

"Seems like you had fun" she rised her eyebrow as he cleared his throat

"Just drank couple of shots, don't worry nothing serious" he smiled as he finally chose the ground 1 button and stood next to her "and why are you up at... 5 in the morning?"

"I woke up because of a fly and noticed I don't have any water so I've decided to make myself some cold water instead and then get ready for the work" she said with a smile

"You work this early in the morning?" He gasped with wide opens eyes

"Not really, I start my work at 8 but I just like to look fresh in the morning" she said hesitant

"You should enjoy your sleep longer, you have dark circles under your eyes" he said concerned "how long have you slept today?"

"Just about right don't worry, I just hadn't had good dinner" she bite her lips looking away as she tried to avoid the sleeping topic

She sleeps 4hours a day, maximum was 7hours after she took 3 pills at once. They wasn't the best ones but Mr. Choi couldn't give her stronger ones, unless she asked for them. But she didn't and won't since she doesn't feel like her insomnia is this serious. Yet.

"Sunhye your nose is bleeding!" He frowned as he step closer to her as she moved her hands up her nose feeling the warm liquid dripping form her nose

"Fuck" she cursed as she pulled down her head and used bottom of her rope to stop the bleeding "thanks God It's soon the 2nd floor" she said

"You need any help-"

"No no, It happens sometimes, you don't have to worry about such little things" she chuckled as the door opened and she left

"No way I'm leaving you alone, what if you faint? Not only you'd lay alone and bleed out but also I'd blame myself for not helping you and be all guilty" he said as he followed her

"Jacob-"

"No, Sunhye" he said sternly "c'mon sit here and wait, I'll take some towels ice and water from you. Shout if you'll get dizzy" he said as he placed her on a sofas in the corridor's waiting rooms

"It's ness-"

"No stop taking, please" he said with puppy eyes "let me help you" he smiled warming her head, feeling butterflies in her stomach she didn't understand how a simple smile could make her feel so special

She felt her head nod on its own as her heart somehow made a special beat for him, why did she feel like this? Was it because she slept for about 10 hours though two days? Or because she had a rough nose bleed? Or maybe because she was on her period? Could also be because of it all...

It wasn't because she stared to develop some sort of new feelings for Jacob right...?  No, it must be the lack of sleep, yeah... definitely 

#manifesting so I could finally see thunderstorm and enjoy the best moment of my life 🔮🧙‍♀️🎱✨⛈️