The Beloved Thirdwheel || A Taekook Fanfiction[COMPLETED]

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Deep permanent bags embedded under her sleepless red eyes.

Jihu had developed a new habit.....of repeating things

doing the same thing again and again

She would wash her face not once,twice but eight times......eight was the lucky number for her

She would pump the hand wash five times,then continue to wash her hands for fifteen minutes until her hands felt lighter

Everyday she would follow the same routine,her room was a mess,if she'd try to fix it she would have to do every small gesture atleast five times,else her mind would tell her about all the terrible things that could happen to taehyung and jungkook

If she refrained from making five cuts on her wrist taehyung might not return home today

Jihu had started comfort eating,as a result she was gaining weight,She hated her image in the mirror

She hated looking at her chubby cheeks,her protruding belly and her thick arms

Her clothes won't fit,people would look at herself in disgust,

when she met the judging eyes of people she got anxious

She would bite her lips out of anxiety,her lips would bleed leaving scars

She wore full clothes to hide her scars and her body

She would put on a fake happy personality in front of taekook,she couldn't afford to bother them with her problems especially when they are happy after such a long time......

But this wasn't something that could stay hidden

MY MIND HAS ME UNDER CONTROL

I CANNOT STOP MYSELF 

MY MIND THREATENS ME

HOW DO I BREAK FREE FROM THE TRAP THAT I CREATED?

CAN YOU SAVE ME?

FROM THIS NEVER ENDING SPIRAL

I WANT TO END ME.