The Force (Peter Parker x Reader)

Oof.

So, I have been working on a chapter for over a month now and haven't been able to finish and publish it. Recently I experienced my first panic attack and was hospitalized. I have never been that scared in my entire life. I thought that I was having a heart attack, and my bf had to quite literally rush me to the hospital, (calling an ambulance probably would have been the smartest thing, but I wasn't thinking clearly, and neither was he when this happened). After 4 hours of waiting in a hospital bed with literally the worst hospital service I have ever been through, (no one popped in to check on me even though I was still violently shaking and was unaware of what was happening to me) I was finally told it was a panic attack and that all my lab work came out normal, including my vitals. So, with that being said, I have no idea when the next chapter will be released. It could be today, next week or even a month from now. I am hoping that me starting therapy will get me back to where I can write again and bring me back to my normal self. As of now I am okay, but still recovering and it has been rough. If you are struggling with any mental illness or attacks, please take the time to heal. Get help even if you don't think you need it. Everyone needs help sometimes, and that's alright. Don't be afraid to talk to someone, or be put on medication. Please, take care and rest if you need it. I will update whenever the time is right and when I am back to being my normal, healthy self; or at least almost back to normal. Until then, take care, stay safe and... Drink water, I guess???? ~ With Love, MJ