The forgiveness that I don't deserve-BajiKazuFuyu

Chapter 16

...'what's Kazutora even hiding from us?!' Chifuyu thought to himself as he notice that Kazutora has already asleep on his shoulder while he was still listening to his music. Chifuyu softly smiles as he quietly puts the soft volume on the TV, he continues to watch the movie while softly patting Kazutora's head without noticing.
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Time passed by and Chifuyu's eyes started to feel heavy as he quietly turned off the TV and falls asleep

The next day, Kazutora woke up and noticed that Chifuyu has left his house, he got up and started to do his morning, as usual, he wears a hoodie and jeans as he skipped his breakfast and left the house and goes to the park. He sits down on the bench as he notices the black and yellow butterfly (A.K.A Kizano :D) as it quietly landed on Kazutora's nose "oh you're back, Kizano..!" He said as he softly smiles. He sighs not in a bad mood but in a good way 'it's been a while since I saw Kizano' He thought to himself why relax in the nature "this is nice" he mumbled as he smiled, the butterfly quietly flew to the black and yellow tree as Kazutora stands up and goes to the black and yellow tree. He quietly sits down on the tree, watching the black and yellow butterflies flying around him. He looked at the butterflies as he saw Mikey and Draken walk past by, Kazutora quickly wears his hood so they won't notice him. Mikey and Draken noticed Kazutora sitting on the tree while some black and yellow butterflies flew around, as they came to Kazutora the butterflies quickly flew away and Kazutora looked at them "Mikey?! Draken?!" He asked as he quickly stands up "Kazutora, can we talk real quick..." Mikey said as Kazutora quietly takes off his hood "sure..." Kazutora said as Mikey quickly hold Kazutora's wrist, making him feel a painful sting as he quickly pulls his hand out "shit...m-maybe not now, Mikey..." he said as he quickly ran out of the park, leaving Mikey and Draken standing there speechless and worried and goes back to his house. He quietly locked the door as he quietly leans back into the wall, he looks at his wrists hiding the pain, it almost made him cry but he have to force himself not to because they might find out

Warning: self-harm!
'shit...dang it!' He thought to himself as he quietly gets up and goes to the kitchen, he was hungry but he didn't go to the kitchen just for that, he quietly takes out the knife as he quietly stared at it, and rolled up his sleeves and removes the old bandages to look at his previous cuts that haven't healed yet. Kazutora immediately cut both of his wrists deeply, which come out a lot of blood, slowly dripping on the floor. Kazutora's hands were shaking as it hurts a lot, but he doesn't care. Kazutora did it again which made the cut even deeper and deeper and come out with more blood, he slowly put the knife down in the sink as he breathes slowly he felt that he was going to pass out soon until his vision got blurry and slowly fainted...