Darkest Safe Place - VegasPete Fanfic 18+

DSP 3 - Overthinking

Vegas

Pete. I don't even know what to do without him in my life. Growing up, I haven't really experienced to be loved. To be taken care of or to be prioritized. But Pete gave me even more than that. He didn't just took care of me but also took care of Macau. He didn't just understand me but also consider my feelings in every little thing because he knows and understand that even I have a problem with myself.

I grabbed my belt and wore it around my waist. Pete is helping me get ready for the dinner business meeting that I will be attending later with one of the stakeholders.

"What time will you be back?" Pete asked while fixing the strands of hair that fell into my face.

"Maybe around 8:30 PM. Don't wait for me, you can rest early. It's been a tough day today and I know you're tired." I pat his head and kissed his cheek. "I'll go now. Call me if there's any problem, okay?"

"Okay."

I grabbed the folder that I'll be bringing with me and directed to the door of our bedroom.

"Vegas.." He called softly.

I turned around and saw him just standing at the center of the room, looking at me.

He walked towards me and kissed me gently. I smiled a bit and held his waist to deepen our kiss.

People always say that I have the coldest aura in the whole family, including in the main family. I have learned to live my life like that. Project myself as a cold, heartless son of Khun Kan but honestly, that was just my way to conceal my true self. Conceal that I am actually weak, broken and just simply tired of everything. But with Pete, I learned to show who I truly am. I became soft around him, I make my self small when he hugs me, I became the happiest person when he kisses me. Even if Pete will just provide me something below the bare minimum, I'll be happy with it because it was from him.

"I love you, Vegas. Please take care of yourself always." He said once we pulled away from the kiss. He then wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on my chest.

I wish Pete can clearly hear how he's making my heart beat so fast. I hope he can feel how much I love him. How much I can give up for him.

"I love you more. I love you even more every single day. Just be by my side then I'll be alright." I told him and rubbed his back.

He pulled away from the hug and he smiled and his dimples are showing. "Go on. You'll be late. It's already 7 PM."

"Alright. Call my anytime, yeah?" Pete just nodded. I kissed his dimple one last time and finally left the bedroom.

It feels so good to know that someone is waiting for me at home and I have a reason to be coming back home early. I can live my life with what I have now and ask for nothing more but just this. It feels so good to be in love and it's even better when it's with Pete.

Pete

Vegas left home and I have nothing to do, so I have decided to clean up our room instead. While changing our sheets, my phone rang and I saw Khun Nhu calling.

"Hello?"

"Pete! I thought you were already dead! You haven't called at all and haven't visited here! Did you forget about me already? You are so mean, Pete! I feel so lonely now because Arm and Pol doesn't want to watch Goblin with me! Come here and watch it with me, Pete! Come here right now!" Khun Nhu said without even breathing. I had to distant my ear from the phone because he's speaking so loud.

"Khun Nhu, I have been busy these days. That's why I haven't visited. But how can I even forget you? Even I moved out from your house already, I can still hear your voice in my head."