to fall or not to fall

empty

that was back when i made doc zuma fool me into thinking there was hope for me.

i know better now.

it obviously doesn't matter if im asleep or awake. if im here or im not.

i take a bite of my weed-laced cake.

im feeling really empty today ;more than usual.

my grades are slipping.

ive been sleeping a lot this week. it's getting worse. i can't get out of bed to do anything.

no appetite, too.

just really tired and sleepy. very sleepy.