"I like vou better without a top."
"Then you wouldn't be here, Tae."
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WARNING: THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN -
VERY HEAVY AMOUNTS OF SMUT
18+ PHOTOS SUCH AS: NUDES, GRAPHIC CUTS, ETC.
TALK OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OR ACTIONS,
EXTREME ANGST/TRIGGERS
READ AT VO...
____________________________ Snapchat FluffyKookie sent you a chat! ____________________________ Snapchat FluffyKookie is typing... ____________________________
FluffyKookie Yeah I'm fine
BabyTaeee Oh thank god I was worried you might've.. Done something to yourself.
FluffyKookie Nah I'm fine Taehyung
BabyTaeee
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Tears caught between Jungkook's soft lashes as he looked at the picture illuminating his screen.
"He's so....soft, a-and..perfect." he thought, "would I really have a chance with him, if I just tried..?"
"No."
He squeezed his eyes shut as tight as possible while the voices drenched his mind with dark thoughts.
"You'll never be good enough. Not after what happened to you."
"Why would you let him do that? Paint your pure skin with gross sins."
"Nobody will ever love you after they find out what you've done."
He clenched his chest as the pain engulfed him. It felt like Hos-...the boy who'd done this to him was ripping his heart clean from his chest. Blood pouring from his wound while he stood over Jungkook, watching him cry. Watching him in pain. Watching-
BabyTaeee
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While his eyes grazed across the photo, the voices simply...disappeared. He took in every detail as he breathed a sigh of relief. The aching in his body suppressed and his vision came more into focus. Something about seeing this boy relieved him of reality. Relieved him of everything.
Was he....falling for this boy behind the screen?
Ignoring the thought lingering in the back of his mind, he wiped the tears staining his pink cheeks, fixed his tangled hair, and took a picture.
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He paused while he typed. Should he be bold? He already was the night he got drunk...if everything goes south, he can just say he was drinking again....right?
He thought for what seemed like an eternity.
No. He probably doesn't even like guys.
FluffyKookie
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BabyTaeee Speaking of that..what's going on? I saw your story and got a bit worried. Do you need someone to talk to? i'm always here if you need someone, kookie.
FluffyKookie i'm doing okay! promise. Opened just now
