"You make me feel like sweet heaven."
Belle was always been the golden girl. Considering her friendly yet blunt personality. She so deeply wants pure love buts scared to anyone after a past relationship that truly broke her. She has a bubbly persona...
TW!!!!! abuse!! If you cannot handle that then please skip this chapter best you can. There isn't much so I'll add a warning when it begins.
Yesterday I spent time with pretty boy, Gray. He told me he was on the roof because his long term girlfriend was attracted to his brother. At least that's what I gathered when he said in the most basic way known. I feel bad for him. I know how he feels and I just can't imagine anyone else going through that type of pain.
Although my relationship was shorter than his, I was planning on growing old with my ex. His name was James. I would always call him Jamie and as far as I know he loved it. I hate recalling his name because it used to be the word I loved most.
That's what I get for dating a J name.
Anyway, I hope Gray finds someone. Someone who can care for him, give him advice, and join him on the roof.
I don't like making a move on someone who seems so obviously uninterested. Gray is making pretty obvious he wants nothing more than a harmless friendship. I'm okay with it anyway. Is he attractive? Hell yea.
Finally, today is my first day of art class at school. I've always loved art. I learned how to draw a flower before I could even write. My father has always been my #1 supporter. My father is such a softie but, I think he's loved my art more than any of my other hobbies. I believe I do too.
I like to dress pretty basic for school but, today I decided to wear a sundress. Last time I saw Gray, he was wearing a hoodie and sweatpants. I have no idea how he's alive right now in this newly found heat.
(Belles school outfit)
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I always loved dresses. I love dancing even though I'm not even good and dresses make me feel like I'm floating when I twirl. When ever I walk around the house, I twirl to my destination. It gets dizzy but it's crazy fun.
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When I walk through the school double doors, Sadie is urgent to accompany to my locker.
I turn to hear once I drop off my things and say," Spill."
"Wes is seriously the best. Last night we made pizza and it was just like those cheesy rom-coms!" She says excitedly."We ended up having a flour fight and then made out with flour all over ourselves." She says leaning against the locker.
"Ew." I say, scrunching my nose
All that lovey dovey stuff makes want to vomit in my mouth. I can't help but think if someone's out there for me. I used to think it was James but that ship has sailed. Most people at my age are fooling around with a new person everyday. I'm glad Wes and Sadie are in an actual relationship. I can tell they really like each other.
The bell rings and I happily skip my way towards the art room.
I had to do some business in the restroom so I made my way there instead.
