.Oh my beloved one,
My love for you is eternal. It didn't blossom immediately when I first met you, in fact I still remember that fight, the way I screamed, the way you apologized, just every single bit of it. This love has developed over time.
WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU OUGHT TO BE IMMORTALISED IN EVERLASTING INK AND TO HAVE ITS OWN SPACE IN THE COSMOS.
Although while we were just friends in front of the whole world, I always felt sure in my heart that we would someday eventually become something more than that, and later got to know you felt the same way too. But after all those few happy days, you were the object of my nightly tears. I tried a lot and still my fear of losing you became true, as I also feared that may be if my silence would mean something otherwise to you. I just simultaneously lost my best friend and the one I loved the most. It has completely devastated me to be unable to profess my love to you properly even after trying so hard.
I never tried to hide my feelings for you in hope that they would eventually go away, because I just know they never will. And suppressing emotions would just force them to develop more. When eventually you will be with someone else, my heart would bleed. I do not hate you for loving someone else but I always wonder only if that was ME! And I realized that at times, we believe we can keep them but we cannot force someone to feel, love, or alter their hearts by simply giving them ours. Especially after so much of happenings between us.
The only truth is I LOVE YOU, I will always love you when you do not belong to me.
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