Hurt •Niam•

Liam's high •Chapter 35

After Niall got home, he quickly called Harry even though it was close to twelve.Waiting for him to answer his FaceTime call.

"Hello"Harry's face was illuminated by the phone screen.He was laying on his bed, shirtless.His faced pressed against his pillow.

"Harry!"Niall smiled, he hasn't called his best friend in forever.

"Hey babe"Harry's voice was hoarse."How was your trip?"

"Good!I missed you guys "Niall pouted"When are we hanging out again?"

"Um I think in two days, do you want to walk to Zayn's house together ?"Harry offered.

"Of course, I bought you something "Niall teased.

"Can I see it ?"

"Nope, it's a surprise"

Harry just whined.

"I'll call you when you're not grumpy,mister "

"Goodnight Niall, love you"Harry grumbled.

"Love you too"Niall giggled, pressing the end button.

Smiling as Liam texted him a goodnight with a bunch of kissy emojis and hearts.Replying equally as lovey-dovey like.

Then getting ready for bed which was just a pair of sweats that he's still needs to give back to Harry and a old band shirt that was too baggy for him to be able to wear in public.

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That night, Niall slept happy.His cuts were still healing, scabbing over.But Niall just let himself picture the the happy moments with Liam, Harry, his family.Anything to distract himself.

He hated how everything triggered him, Niall wanted to proudly say he was done cutting but as soon as he thought he was getting better.The blade would cloud his mind, he needed;wanted to feel the pain again.

Niall was planning on telling Greg about his problem, but he was scared.Scared Greg would laugh at him, do drastic things.

Like everyone, Niall wanted to live happy.

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Liam was driving to his friend's house, meeting Jonathan and Jenny once again.He hasn't seen them in months but right now he needed to be with his best friends.

"Hey man"Jonathan said, opening the door to the house Liam knew well.

"Hi Jonathan, what we gonna do?"

"You wanna smoke like we used to?"Jonathan smirked, Liam and his friend used to be big pot heads.Always going into class with red eyes.

"Jenny with you?"

"She'll be coming in like an hour, we have time"Jonathan explained"Let's go get food first"

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Once they came back from the store,Jonathan pulled out the large clear bong from the back of his closet.Both doing what they're were both best known for.

"So what's wrong with you?"Liam asked, laying on Jonathan's bed spread.

"What you mean?"Jonathan laughed.

"You always wanted to smoke when something happened, told me once you wanted to forget everything when you smoked."

"I just missed this feeling, I like it.You?

"Niall"Liam sighed"I don't know what to do with him anymore, I can tell he's still doing it but I don't know how to help.I try my best to spend time with him, make him feel loved so he'll stop.Whenever we cuddle , I feel them."
Liam was on the verge of tears, his words were slow and low.When Liam is high, it shows.Many people can mask the effect of the drug but Liam obviously couldn't.

Jonathan didn't understand what Liam just said, Niall was what?His brain couldn't even process the words clearly only understood bits."Best thing to do is talk to him about it, keep himself from all the danger"

But the problem was the danger wasn't the people around Niall but it was himself.How could someone keep you from yourself ?

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"Are you guys honestly high right now?"Jenny scoffed, smelling it from downstairs.Hopping next to Liam to steal a few chips from the bag he was holding.

"Of course not"Jonathan laughed, watching Gabriel Iglesias , a.k.a fluffy.

"Whatever, thanks for sharing"She pouted, Jenny was the chillest person someone could be friends with.She was down for anything but still knew how to limit you.

"I still have some"Jonathan offered.

"No"She laughed"I have to go to my little sister's game later, I'm not going to a baseball game for eight year olds, high"

"Suit yourself ."

"Shut up"Liam groaned, trying to pay attention to TV.

"No you shut up, ugly "Jenny stole the whole bag from him.

"You stupid h*e , give me back my food"Liam playfully smacked her on the arm.

Jonathan jumping on Liam, both pretending to wrestle on his king sized bed as Jenny sat quietly, smiling as she at the rest of the Cheetos.

"You b*tch, how dare you hit my girlfriend"Jonathan pretended to throw a punch.

"Jonathan! you hit me "Liam laughed, pretending to cry.

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Liam didn't come home until eleven at night, his parents making him come home.

"Where were you?"Geoff called from the kitchen.

"I was at Jonathan's"Liam yelled as he ran upstairs.He was hungry and tired, the high left a couple hours ago.

After his phone charging for a bit, he saw plenty of text from a few friends .

Jonathan's words going through his head keep him from the danger but who was exactly hurting Niall? As far as Liam knew, Niall was fairly happy now.His mom apologized, living with his brother and his family and Liam was treating him the best he could.

Who exactly was hurting him?Was it himself ? Liam thought , sighing as he laid down.Calling Niall on face time.

Hello Niall answered, showing half his face.

Hey babe,I called to see if you wanted to met up tomorrow.I need to ask you a question .

Hm sounds serious Niall let out a small giggle , making Liam smile in adoration But tomorrow I can't , I promised my friends we'll hang out.Maybe the day after that, how's that sound?

Sounds perfect, my house ?I can pick you up around two and take you back whenever Greg says so

Yeah, I'll text you want he says.I can talk to you forever Li but I'm tired niall pouted .

It's alright, baby.I'll talk to you tomorrow.Love you

love you more, prince.

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A long awaited chapter no?

Anyways, I'm sorry I've been ultra busy with a project for math.It's 70% of our grade and honestly my math teacher is horrible.

Please leave your feedback, I try to make This longer for you guys, please tell me what's your opinion.Thanks babes

Lots of love
•J