Hurt •Niam•

What the? •Chapter 19

Liam woke up;tired.He couldn't sleep last night all he thought about was Niall.

With a grunt,Liam reached out grab his phone he texted Niall about the time he was going and quickly cleaned his room.Making his bed and picking up the mess around the room.

Liam then grabbed his charger and went into the bathroom to take a shower.He started charging his phone and putting on a song 'Drown by Bring Me The Horizon' Niall recently got him in the song but the rest of Niall's music irritates him with all the screaming but he tolerates it just to be with Niall.

Going in the shower,Liam stared doing his daily routine.After finishing,Liam wrapped a white towel around his waist.Washing his teeth and shaving a bit,styling his hair in the normal quiff he did.

Changing into black pants and a normal grey zip-up jackets.Liam then went to go eat breakfast.Just a cereal and an orange.

He told his parents he was leaving and began walking to Niall's house,telling him he was on his way.

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Niall woke up a message on his phone,telling him Liam would be here at two in the afternoon,noticing it was barely ten-thirty.He rose from his bed,just changing into a black joggers and Liam's leather jacket that he loved wearing so much.

Later he cleaned his room and waited for Liam to arrive in less than ten minutes.

He tried preparing himself for the talk he was about to have,he's done this before with Harry but it's not the same.

Niall can't describe the feeling,he can just can't bring himself to actually be comfortable with telling Liam about this side of him.

His phone rang,Liam told him he was at his door already.With a huge breath,Niall walked down the hall and opened the door.Facing Liam,a small smile on his lips.

"Hey"Liam said,leaning in for a hug but was received with a small wave.

"Let's go to my room"Niall sighed,already feeling the tears .

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Niall sat on his bed, his legs crossed over each other.Liam on the chair,facing Niall.

"I don't know where to s-start"Niall confessed,he was scared,scared Liam would judge him.Of course Niall knew Liam wouldn't but deep down he couldn't risk it.

"Just tell me,tell me as much as you're comfortable with telling me"Liam reached out to grab Niall's hand.

"M-my dad was my greatest hero,I can't remember much about the conversation we had but my dad took care of us all,raised us as much as he could while still working,he was a great dad and wonderful husband to my mom."Niall tried remaining strong,he felt like bursting out into tears.He was reliving the moments he hated the most.

"Later,my dad was diagnosed with cancer.Resulting in his death when I was a young child.All I remember from his funeral was Greg talking in the microphone,all of us crying and how many people loved my dad.N-nobody was the same after that"He couldn't hold it in anymore,Liam could tell and sat next to Niall,letting his sob into his shoulder.His small frame shaking in Liam's arms.

"My mom called me worthless,fat,ugly and so many more words that I've ingrained into my mind.I-I tried so hard not to listen to her,believe I was worth more than a lady I used to call my mother.But after a while,I couldn't handle it anymore.I produced my own pain,I never thought about it.I just grabbed my brother's blade he left behind,and-and"Niall couldn't anymore,all he did was curl up into himself,his feet on his bed resting his head into his knees.

It was to much,Liam knew where this is going.Knowing what Niall was doing to himself and he couldn't take it.Tears slid down his face onto Niall's hair.He held Niall tight,not daring to leave him alone.

"Please don't leave me"Niall sobbed,his body was shaking against Liam's with every word he spoke.

"I'll never leave you babe,I know what you're doing to yourself ,beautiful. I'm gonna try so fuc*ing hard to help you through this ,baby"Liam tried to stop his tears,not wanting Niall to feel worse.

Niall didn't say anything after that,all both did was cry until they couldn't no more.Minutes past,hours,Liam didn't know.He just tried calming down,not wanting to see someone as precious and beautiful as Niall crying.It hurt Liam so much,every sob and tear that Niall produced, braked Liam's heart slowly.

"I'm sorry Liam"Niall tried getting up,wiping his eyes.

"Don't be princess"Liam stood up next to Niall,grabbing the side of his face with his large hand"Don't ever be afraid to cry in front of me,you can hit me,scream at me.Anything to relieve that anger and stress"

"You're to nice,if I was you.I would have already left a freak like me"Niall looked down,secretly loving Liam's small gesture.He was gently rubbing circles into Niall's cheek with his thumb,leaning in slowly.Their lips so close,Liam's breath tickled Niall's lips.

"You're never going to be a freak and if you ever were,I would never leave you"Liam closed the gap between them,both pressed their lips together.Niall wrapped his arms around Liam's neck.Pulling softly on the hair on his nape.The brown-eyed boy wrapping his strong hands over Niall's small waist.

After minutes, both pulled apart.Panting,Liam pressed his forehead on Niall's.They stared into each other's eyes,falling more for each other by the second.

Niall didn't know his emotions,he still felt like crying but Liam's warmth made him better.His sweet gentle kisses made his day in second,his warm chocolate-colored eyes made his heart melt .

Liam's heart was beating fast, Niall's soft lips were addicting and his small figure made Liam want to take him everywhere and cuddle forever.

"Liam"Niall looked up to him.His eyes and lips puffy and his pale skin glowed a light shade of pink.

"Yes,beautiful?"Liam placed a small kiss on Niall's neck,loving the smell of his skin but not in a creepy way of course.

"Do you still like me ?"He shyly said,blushing.

"That shouldn't even be a question,princess"

Niall blushed at the name,hiding his head in Liam's chest.Not wanting Liam to look at how flattered and embarrassed he was.

Both began to lay on Niall's bed,staring into each other's eyes,not touching but their warmth radiated off each other.Keeping both of them warm.They were close enough to hear each other's breaths,almost to the point were their lips were touching.

"Niall-um what the f*ck"Greg opened the door,walking in.His eyes wide,Greg could obviously tell want was happening and he didn't know what to do.

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Hola babes,I kinda cried and then cried again because I pictured this and it was so cute and sad and just ugh.

It's 1:05 where I am and I'm tired but I'm thinking about writing a bit of Larry if you guys don't mind .

Anyways bye babes

•J