(good song btw)
HEY! IM SO SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU GUYS HANGING!
IVE HAD A LOT GOING ON AND HONESTLY IM NOT DOING TOO WELL BUT ANYWAY
ENJOY THIS SHIT THING OF A CHAPTER<3
Ranboo pov:
No, this can't be right.
no
no
no
no
no
Maybe if he said it enough, itll be true.
But why would father make him do this? In two weeks he'd be hellbound to this random woman he didn't want to marry. He was too young, and too naïve. He didn't know the girl, and frankly he didn't even know if he liked girls like that. I mean, yeah, they're pretty, but start a family with them? No. He was kind of liking that word a lot now.
If only he could just make everything go back
to what it was.
If only father could hear how ridiculous he was being.
If only, he could be with Tubbo.
True love is to those who deserve it. Ranboo? He does not. He never will.
I wonder if the news spread to Tubbo yet.
No, father will make the public announcement not yet.
But soon.
A cruel voice reminded him.
Suddenly, his door burst open.
'THERE YOU ARE!'
Ranboo turns to see the most unexpected face,
Tubbo.
'T-Tubbo?'
He opens his mouth to give the explanation he's been planning, but nothing comes out. His voice breaks into a choked sob.
'I-im sorry.'
A loud silence fogs the room with tension.
...
'Don't be.'
Tubbo says fighting his own tears.
'I-..'
Ranboo begins, before a set of soft lips connect to his.
What?
He pushes the second body off of him, with one last glance at the confused, hurt brown eyes of Tubbo, he runs.
He runs in hope of making everything alright.
He runs in hope of leaving and never having to face his consequences, because he's a coward.
Escaping the fence like he was 12 again, he continues to run.
And run.
And he doesn't stop no matter how much his legs were screaming at him.
He's afraid, and scared.
Scaredy cat
Pussy
Skeleton looking
Ugly
Weirdo
Freak.
The voice continues to control him..
'I am.. aren't I?'
After years, of hiding his opponent. A secret battle constantly in his head. His enemy,
Himself.
He embraces it. This is who he is. He will never be a first option, he will never be enough.
Die.
Finish what you started as a coward.. and die.
Ranboo looked up with tears in his eyes.
He stopped at a cliff, over a lake. No one around to stop him. Inching his way to the edge, he let the world take him away.
Peace.
'STOP! PLEASE. NO'
Something disturbed his peace, an underweight body grabbed ahold of him before he could fall.
'Stop..'
It whispered,
'Don't.. dont l-leave me.'
Ranboo felt like a broken toy. And slowly, Tubbo was fixing him.
Without the realization of Ranboo, he finally seen how much Tubbo meant to him.
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Prince Of Spades♠️
FanfictionBEEDUO!! Hey, i'm just a kid that smashes a keyboard and sometimes posts it, (Quoted by someone else's story) read my bullshit if u want:3 None of my work is spell checked bc who has the time for that. 💀💀 COVER ART/ANY ART IN THIS ISNT MINE I exp...
