Flowers of Feelings ( Sunny x Basil )

I don't wanna talk.

                                                                                          Sunny's pov:

"Wait so you're saying he wouldn't come out at all?!"

Aubrey sat on the ground of my backyard, a concerned look on her face.

"That's kinda weird, she didn't tell you why?"

"Polly said he didn't wanna see us right now, I don't know why."

Mari said while sighing.

"Well, what do you think Sunny, after all, weren't you the last one to see him?"

"Sunny thinks it's his fault because he made Basil upset."

Mari chimed in before I could answer.

"Well, what did he say?"

"He told him that they'd always be friends."

"Well, what's wrong with that?"

"Nothing, it's fine."

Mari smiled reassuringly.

"We should go see him again, I'm sure he won't mind!"

"Actually, I think I should go alone, I'm the reason he's so upset anyway..."



                                                                                                  Basil's pov:

                                                                  < July 10th >

Yesterday I guess I found a new way to self-harm.

I've started burning myself, it's kinda fun.

I enjoy looking at the burns, they also hurt when I touch them.

I wonder what other ways I should try next?

I've been crying a lot lately, I just can't get over him.


I heard a knock on my door, I wonder who it is this time?

I closed my diary and put it back into my drawer.

I opened the door to my room and exited it.

I walked to the front door and opened it.

"Sunny...?"

I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Basil!"

Sunny said in a relieved tone.

"Are you oka-"

"Why are you here Sunny? You obviously know I don't wanna talk to you."

"Basil, calm down I'm just here to-"

"I don't care why you're here, why can't you just leave me alone?"

"Because I'm worried abou-"

"Just go away!"

I slammed the door shut and put my back against it.

I slowly sank down until I was on the floor.

Did I just yell at him? Why would I...?

I could feel my eyes start watering.

nonononono

why would I yell at him, he didn't even do anything.

I just can't ever do anything right.

Soon enough my eyes weren't just watering and tears streamed down my face.

If he didn't hate me before, he hates me now.

"...Basil, are you crying?"

I heard Sunny say from the other side of the door.

"I s-said go away..."


Short chapter sorry!!!