Unconventional

22

"Morning baby." Dom mumbled as I opened my eyes "Tommy and Jack have the baby for a bit. Such a cute couple."
"They're not a couple." I mumbled, cuddling up to him and finding comfort in his familiar smell "Are you wearing your old aftershave?"
"Yeah. Adam gave it to me."
"You know I used to spray that on my hoodie so I could sleep when you first left?"
"Yeah. Mum told me. But I'm here now."
"Love you."
"I love you more. Every single day. Got some news for you."
"What news?"
"That new album I've been working on. It's close to release. And they've organised a tour."
"What about lily?"
"She can come. Basically it's been arranged to have hotels at each location. Only the best for my babies."
"And Tom?"
"He's coming too of course. His boyfriend is welcome too."
"He's not his boyfriend" I chuckled, trying to play it off as a joke
"Then why did I see them kissing in town the other day? And why are you so quick to defend him. And why were they sleeping in the same room with the door locked?"
"Just leave it dom." I knew deep down that he knew they were more than friends. But as long as I didn't say anything then it wouldn't be my fault. I wasn't going to out him
"Don't worry. I just wanna lay here with my baby." I smiled and closed my eyes before puckering my lips for a kiss. He obliged and gently kissed my lips. It was me who pulled him in for more. He didn't seem to hold back though and soon he was on top of me, making out roughly
"Fuck." I whined, making him pull away completely "Why would you stop?" He didn't say anything then I noticed what he was talking about "I'm sorry." I held myself up on my elbows
"No. Fuck no don't say sorry. You're just so hot and I...fuck me....just don't be sorry for that alright?"
"But now it's awkward. Cus I can't have sex and I don't wanna do anything else and-"
"Shh. It's okay. I'll sort it yeah?"
"I just wanna fucking kiss you for fucks sake." I fell back on the bed and groaned
"I mean. You can kiss me. That's okay we can do that." He sounded panicked and it made me feel guilty
"And now you're fucking scared." He chuckled softly and leaned back down over me, reaching out towards my face
"It's okay sweetheart. Shit happens alright. Even if you could have sex I would never pressure you. You know that right?"
"I do. But I just feel so guilty because I just wanna please you but I'm not in the mood." He smiled
"Even if we never have sex again I will always love you." I just pouted and stared at him with watery eyes, his kindness overwhelming me "You alright?"
"I'm sorry. I should've stopped you and-"
"No. You still get to feel good but only as far as you wanna take it. It feels good right?"
"Yeah. Feels nice to be that intimate with you. Like it's our moment."
"That's actually well cute." I blushed and tried to hide my face "No way. Stop doing that. It's so cute that you see it that way."
"Yeah. No one can take it away from us. Like if the world was ending we'd still have each other."
"Yeah. We would. Are you alright now?"
"Would make me feel better if you let me help you out?"
"Do you want to? Or are ya feeling guilty cus you moaning made me hard?" He smirked but not in the sexy way. More so in the mischievous way because he new damn well his crude remark ruined the moment. He chuckled and kissed my forehead "You're not going anywhere near my dick princess. I'm good by myself." I cringed again making him laugh out loud "You alright?"
"Just realising how much of a 12 year old boy my husband is."
"Husband?"
"Well we're basically married aren't we?" He smiled softly and kissed my forehead again. I knew the issue at hand probably wasn't that much of a concern right then. He was being sweet.
"Yeah. I'll see you downstairs wifey. Love ya" he got up off the bed and grabbed his towel which was neatly folded on top of the drawers "Then it's off for a nap."
"Have a nap. Take your time. You've been working really hard."
"I have two days off work. So I promise we'll make the most of them."
"Good. Now go on. Get your shower so I can go and see my lil bean downstairs."

There was a knock at the door and although I'd rather not speak to them, I took the liberty to answer it since I was close by. Izzy was stood on the doorstep, a large box at her feet
"Mum cleared out the attic since we're moving. Here's all your stuff from when you were staying at ours."
"You okay?"
"Yeah. Just got me upset remembering it all that's all."
"You wanna go through it with me?" She turned to mum in the car "Can she stay for a bit and ill get one of the boys to drop her off at home."
"Dont kill her. I know it's tempting but she better come home."
"Ben's not here so you can stay the night?" She turned to mum again and she chuckled
"See you tomorrow iz. I'll drop stuff off before I head home." She drove off leaving me and izzy stood face to face, a box between us
"Do you wanna go through it now?"
"Yeah. I guess." I smiled softly at her
"Down here or in private."
"Can we do it later actually. And in private, some things we haven't talked about since you came back." That was true. We were just as close as before I left to live with dom, but as for what happened in that time before it wasn't relevant. Or more so not our top priority. But I knew the box at my feet was full of stuff that would only further the guilt I felt leaving her. I signalled for tom to help me shift the box and he picked it up from between me and izzy
"Go on. You and iz go talk."
"Can we bring lily?" I smiled, walking over to take her off jack "That's a yes right?"
"Yeah course it is. She always loves auntie whizz. Cmon, we can go in the garden. Have a chat about all this."