Kalank (Mahabharat Time Travel) - *COMPLETED*

Chapter - 53

Shambhavi POV

I need to start acting faster, what should I do in this matter? How can I stop Karn from marrying Deva? Suyo!. Yeah, maybe I should write to him and ask him to talk with his Mitra Karn.

'Maybe you should concentrate on your life first before going after others and trying to mend it' I looked up to find my twin looking at me with a questionable glance.

'What you mean?' I know exactly what she is trying to hint but I want her to say it through her lips.

'Oh, you know what I mean, it's all great that you care about Deva and her whereabouts but what you are doing to your life? Sham, you are hurting people and yourself.' Her words made me realize that I was not helping any situation here but only made some worse.

'Life gets worse when you know the future but you can't do anything to change it Subhu and you and I know how I got here. You are Yoga Maya and you know everything even more than me and right now you know what I have done.' My mind went to the time with Arjun, why I can't love Arjun? like he is sweet and respects others and also doesn't be hot-headed and filled with ego and pride. Who am I kidding, my heart loves the man who has pride size of the Himalayas and an ego boost up to them like snow covering its surface, he disrespects whoever it is and always fights with others, I love him that's why I can't be with Arjun.

'My Maha, I am yoga Maya to others but to you, I am your other half and I have known about you since the beginning of time and you never changed at all, you push your thoughts away and you are not willing to see the truth but you make assumptions as you know it all' I looked at her and tried to put all together.

'When will you learn the truth?' She shakes her head at me. 'Hastinapur royals and Anga Raj will be coming to Dwarka soon for Deva and Karn's marriage. And I know you will try to mend it in your ways but try also be able to be part of it' Her eye twinkled with all the knowledge that I can't possess.

I hugged her with tears as I didn't know what to do. I was judgy towards Suyo and his actions cause that's what it been taught in Kaliyug and I even went in to have a feel for him hoping that he would change but I still can't get over the fact of him ordering him to burn the palace with me and Pandavas along. I need answers for that, I don't want anything to do with him but right now I need answers and clarification on why and what made him do that.

My anger towards him doesn't dissolve my love for him, there is no one in this world I can be with than him even though I have kissed Arjun it doesn't feel right and I felt nauseous after it, that's when I know he is not the one and he never will be.

'Again with the thinking? My Sham what am I going to do with you?!' She hugged me and I immediately felt 100 times better. I looked at the shining moon outside and let the tears fall. I'll be waiting for you Suyo I thought and closed my eyes to rest in my sister's warmth.

Morning brings in all sorts of trouble, I saw Deva being troubled or even terrified upon the news of her marriage and proposals. Why can't she just let her father know? Is it not like it's her fault? I turned around to find Dua standing and talking with some of the people. Maybe I should let him know about Deva and Yudithistir's love. But something inside me told me not to and I kind of got the feeling that I should not interfere.

'You can't fight other people fight Sham' I turn around to find my Bharata playing with kids and flying the kite.

'Then what is the purpose for me to be here? Like what you want me to do?!' I couldn't help but pour everything even though I know he hell knows about my situation.

'You know what! don't answer it cause you yourself can't do anything to stop the bullshit happening around us then how would I and why would I?! After all, I am not blood-related to anybody here! this is all your leela' I literally tried to control my anger as kids are around us.