Kalank (Mahabharat Time Travel) - *COMPLETED*

Chapter - 61

Third Person POV

Her eyes were lifeless as they started at the vastness of nothingness, her cheeks were puffed and her tears were dried long back, as much she wanted to cry more, there was nothing left of her to shed another tear. Now she understands how being a mere mortal is being envied by the immortals, people here want to be immortal or be like god but they do not understand how blessed to live and grow old. Even now she is in a mortal body but she isn't and that makes her feel all kinds of pain.

Why she is put in this place to suffer? for punishing someone? Does she have to endure this big of punishment? Why do her Matha and Pitha never intertwine as they are the adi Sakthi themselves? Pain, she is in so much pain, her mortal body just can't able to handle the loss of her child, the child whose consumption is made of pure love. Her bleeding didn't stop but the pain in her heart was much worse. How she is going to reveal this to her Suyo? Part of her wanted to be with him forever and another part didn't.

Her body lightly swayed up a little as she had been feeling lightheaded since yesterday, well maybe one of the symptoms of miscarriages, how would she know if it was in Kaliyug she should have googled, she let out out a sad laugh thinking about both of her lives, how truly she never lived.

Someone cleared the throat behind her and Sham just stood there not caring to see who it was. 

'Yadava Kumari Shamabahi, is everything alright?' Asked the kind and curious voice.

'I am not sure AngaRaj Karn, not anymore' She replied without looking at him. Now it's not the time for her to have any conversation.

'You don't look good Shambhavi, Do you need me to get Raja Vaidhiyar for you?' His voice was laced with concern which made Sham smile softly. Yes, he is sweet but that isn't going to do anything to me.

'Thanks for your concern Anga Raj, but I am good at taking care of myself. Could you please excuse me' She replied as she started to leave the place to find some other place to be alone. But seems Anga Raj doesn't get that.

'Before you leave, I want to ask you one more thing, more like wanting a truth from you' His words made her sigh as she clenched her teeth. She is on the verge of wailing her pain through her tears and Karn doesn't help her in this. She exhaled and nodded her head asking him to say whatever he wanted to be answered. Right now if he even asked for her life she would give it to him.

'When you sent me a letter at Dwarka while I was staying there, you mentioned Surya Putra Karn and I know this because I don't read nor I forget anything. But clearly, you have done some Maya to change it afterward. So please say the truth of what is behind it' He asked as his eye spoke much more than that. Sham's eyes held tears that were waiting to be released. Now she can understand the pain of Kunti Ma when she has to leave her child, the child who is none other than Karn who is standing before her. But it's not her place to reveal or give away that info.

'Karn I look up to you as a big brother and I won't lie to you again, but it's not my place to say anything on this. But you do deserve answers so please visit your parents and all will be revealed. Let them say to you and it will be answered or at least partially' She replied and went away quickly as a quick wind, her legs felt like they would give up any sec, She could feel the cloth which she placed to stop bleeding is soaked, her baby, the blood that was once part of her baby is now flowing down uncontrollably. What ever left of the remains which was supposed to be her baby she kept in a small box, a very small lump of cells is what it looked like. She doesn't have the heart to flush it, she can't.

With shaky hands, she took that box and went out to the gardens where no one else was there, she silently buried her child and placed a jasmine plant on it. She gasped as she watched her child beneath the ground, but this way whenever she visits here she will a peaceful to see and witness the growth. It's funny cause after she finally realizes her true self, she tries to use her power to revive her child but realizes that she doesn't have her power or doesn't remember how to control it.