If Only

Chapter 17

I see her.

My mother.

"How could you do this to me?" my mother says.

"Becuase Mother, I'm just tired of the treatment I get from you" I say with tears in my eyes.

"I dont think so, you do not get to run away, after all I've done for you, you're still a spoiled brat" She says.

"No mother I'm not." I say walking back from her.

She comes running towards me with her hand getting ready to hit me as hard as she can.

I wake up gasping for air in sweat and tears like I had died.

I start crying then I hear Hary wake up.

"What's wrong love?" He says with pleading eyes.

"I just had a nightmare about my mother" I say with my voice breaking.

Harry knew all about my mother and how she has always been.

"Come here" He says.

He hugs me tightly as we lay back down.

He kisses my on the forehead and tells me "Its okay she wont hurt you, it was just a dream" in a whisper.

Then I just fall back asleep.

I wake up to the bright sunny room. Which is weird because it's always dim here at the isle.

I see that Harry isn't in the bed and I wonder where he is.

I get up and start looking around until I find him in the kitchen cooking.

He spots me.

"Morning beautiful" he says coming over to kiss me on the cheeck.

"Are you cooking?" I say a little worried.

"Yeah, but I promise it will be good." He says trying to convince me.

"Whatever you say" I said a little nervous.

I go over to the stove and see what hes making.

"Eggs are easy to cook so hopefully you wont mess it up" I say teasing him.

"Excuse me I'm a great cook" He said.

I roll my eyes playfully and go sit at the table.

"Breakfast is served" He says handing me a plate.

The plate was full of eggs, toast, and strawberrys.

"Where did you find the strawberrys?" I ask.

There isnt any fresh food here so I'm curious as to how he got it.

"From your bag" He says.

I smack my forehead.

"Shit I was going to have you try all these foods I brought over but I forgot." I say.

"Its okay love we still can" He says.

I smile at him.

I finish my food, "When did you learn to cook?" I ask.

"Oh I've been practicing since you left, I wanted to make sure I actually could cook for you"

I smile at him. "You did it for me?" I ask.

He nods his head.

I get up and give him a hug around his neck then kiss him on the lips. "Thank you, you're so sweet."

I pick up my plate and wash it off "Breakfast was great, thank you" I say again.

I grab his hand and head back to his bedroom and go through my bag picking out candy, and fruit.

"Okay these are grapes they're my new favorite thing" I say holding up a grape to his mouth.

"That's really good" He says

I gave Harry a bunch of different stuff.

"Okay this is the last thing they're called recees cups" I tell him.

His eyes go big after finishing it up.

"Thank you love these were all spectacular" He says.

I smile at him like I always do.

"I love when you smile it's so cute" He says.

"You know what I love" I ask him.

"What?"

"Your beautiful blue eyes I could stare at them all day" I say.

"Well maybe one day our kids will have my 'beautiful blue eyes"' he says in a mocking tone.

That's when I realized what he said.

"Wait kids?" I say a little shocked.

"Yeah you know little people that soon grow up-"

"Yes I know what they are obviously" I say interrupting him.

He looks at me confused.

"I just mean it kind of shocked me when you said kids." I say.

"Do you not want kids?" He asks.

I think for a second.

"I dont know I just never really thought about it." I say shrugging my shoulders.

Then I think about Harry being a dad. Kinda sounds hot.

I smirk at him.

"What?" he asks.

"Oh nothing" I say.

"I'm going to go take a shower though okay?" I say.

He nods his head and I go take a shower.

I get out of the shower and realize I didnt bring any clothes with me.

Shit.

I wrap a towel around me and go to Harry's room.

He stares at me in awe.

"Listen here, stop with the staring and turn around so I can get changed." I say.

I see him turn around and I do the same so our backs are facing each other.

I just put on a bra and underwear and tell him he can look.

I put on a oversized tshirt and shorts and walk over to his bed with a book in my hand.

"You know I think it would be find if you just wore ur bra and underwear." He says giving me a wink.

"I cant just walk around your house practically naked" I say giving him a weird look.

"Oh I did have something to tell you though" Harry says.

"What is it" I ask.

"One of my mates are throwing a house party tomorrow and he asked if the both of us would come over" He says.

I glare at him

"Your mean friend who called me those mean names?" I ask.

"Yes" He says.

"I'm happy for your honesty but honestly we should go" I say.

I havent been to a good party for months now, so it would be nice to go and have some fun.

"You sure?" Harry asks.

"Yeah why not" I say.

"Alright then" He says.

Harry asked me to read my book out loud but eventually he took off to sleep in my arms, and soon I do too.

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