¹¹Confused

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I find myself getting my little box out and locking my window and door, I didn't plan on doing this today it's dangerous especially since I chickened out on telling amity about my regression, she could come over at any moment but I can't stop myself for some reason my headspace is dropping fast and it would be best to regress before she gets her if I'm gonna regress at all so I don't slip by accident later, I sit on the floor and pull out my new paci I slip my new paci into my mouth before getting out my shape blocks and I take the clip off of my owl teather and put it in my paci, I clip it to my hoodie and place my pack back in my mouth before grabbing my shape box and rolling under my bed, I don't know how old I am but I know i slipped younger then I normally do since I'm now non-verbal, honestly I have no idea how long I've actually been little for, the little side of my doesn't really care but the big side is still really worried that I might get caught which causes me to go into a bigger headspace probably around 4 now, right now I'm still trying to put the last piece of the shape blocks in the box I think I might be putting it in the wrong hope but I'm really hoping it will go through this hole it I turn it the right way, after awhile of struggling with the box I just push it aside and grab my phone I put in some cartoons I downloaded last time we opened the portal, king and eds don't know what I do in the human realm when we open the portal and honestly they don't need to know, I don't want them to know I don't wanna lose them if they don't accept my regression, I'm pulled out of my head when I hear the end theme for my cartoon I huff and frown behind my pack not only did I miss my show while I was over thinking I got pulled into a bigger headspace, since I'm in a bigger headspace I let my pack fall out of my month and hang from my hoodie, I grab my phone and turn adventure time on, after awhile of watching adventure time I guess I accidentally fell asleep cause the next thing I know I wake up to the lock on my door unlocking I panic and shut my phone off before crawling out from under my bed and quickly throwing my little box in the closet right after I shut my closet door the lock on my door unlocks and eda walks in and right behind her comes king and I freeze as she walks in behind king, amity no one says anything we just silently stand staring at each other before king finally says something, "what's that luz?" As he points at me hoodie

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