Rolivia one shots.

No memories

Liv was walking down the street when she saw people running

She ran up to everyone to see what was happening and Amanda was being held hostage.

Liv: Amanda?..

Grace: go away Olivia this is between me and amanda!

Liv: you know I can't do that let her go.

Amanda: liv just go. She said sighing

Liv: I'm calling it in. She said walking and grabbing her phone

Grace: what does she mean? She said holding the gun to Amanda

Amanda: I don't know. She said looking away

Grace: yes you do Amanda why can't you be honest with me she said shaking and holding the gun still

Cop sirens were heard

Amanda: fuck Grace! Really! she said falling down

Grace: Amanda I'm sorry..

Liv: guys. She said walking up

Grace: GO AWAY! What do you not understand we don't want to be near you'!

Liv: you understand I'm an nypd captain? I can't just walk away that easily.

Grace: gosh your annoying do you really need to call a squad she said pointing the gun to liv

Liv: actually I did now you put the gun down don't you wanna walk out of here alive.?

Amanda: liv it's not gonna work she use to be a lieutenant she said sighing

Liv: ok so why do you choose to go after an nypd detective?

Grace: Amanda was the reason I lost my job and I lost everything I-I can't stand either of you

(Loud gunshots)

Liv: AMANDA NO

Squad came running in

Liv: Amanda please wake up! She said holding her she had Amanda's blood all over her she was crying the squad tackled Grace down who was shocked and crying to

-

Amanda was in the hospital

Liv: I'm sorry I didn't hurry up..Amanda I'm so sorry she said laying her head on Amanda's stomach

The line went straight

Liv: what..

Doctors came running in

Fin: LIV you can't be in here he said grabbing her arm

Liv: Amanda NOOO she was crying her eyes out

Carisi: WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!

Liv: sh-she got sh-shot and it's m-my fault she said throwing her self to the floor crying

Doctor: im..sorry. She said walking out

Liv: she's dead. And it's my fault liv ran to Amanda's body and started crying even harder

Fin: liv..it's not your fault.

Carisi: what about Amandas kids..? he said looking to liv

Liv: I-I'll take care of them she said she still has Amanda's blood on her arms and shirt

I need to go home and change she said getting up

Fin: this is gonna be hard for liv we gotta be there to support her. he said tearing up from Amanda being dead

Carisi: I'll be back. He said leaving

-

Liv knocked on Amanda's door

Kim: hey liv where's Amanda

Liv: I uhm. I need to talk to you about Amanda

Kim: sure what happened did she get arrested again?

Liv: no actually..uhm..she liv started crying

Kim: liv! What happened! She said holding liv

Liv: she died she said crying harder

Kim: what..she said crying to

Livs thoughts frozen and a memory came up

(The memorie)

Liv: ALRIGHT stand still girls we gotta take a picture!

Fin: amanda smile!

Carisi: Jesse stand next to your mom you to billy Noah get next to liv

Amanda: thanks guys

Liv: always I love my squad so much.

End of memory

Liv started crying harder

(Amanda's funeral)

Liv: and as someone who loved the women and cherished everything she did I love her and we started off on bad terms but I love Amanda and to wish this never happened. To wish I could go back in time would be amazing and stop this all. It's my fault and..she fell down crying

Fin ran up and held liv

Fin: it's not your fault you just wanted to be there for her.

Liv: I don't even recognize anything anymore.

Fin: let's go liv