Move On

Monster

Tris P.O.V

I cant choose between forgiving Caleb and not. He betrayed me twice. I'm in the Dauntless Compound in the chasm with Christina sitting next to me.

"So you lied to Four a dozen of times and he still forgives you?" Christina asked.

"Im not sure if he will ever forgive me again.." I say.

" Of course he will.. I might not know Four for a long time like you, but he loves you and he'll always forgive no mather what..." She says.

I snort.

"Wanna go grab some food from the cafeteria?" She asked.

" No you go on," I say." I don't feel hungry.."

"Ok, I'll go ask Uriah.."

then I feel a ache in my chest. I thought about Uriah and Marlene, they loved each other so much and I let Marlene fall of the cliff. A tear stinged my eye. I try sucking it in. Im a monster. I killed my parents, Will,Marlene and dauntless initiates. I'll never forgive myself.