𝐀𝐭𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 ➪ 𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐎𝐟 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬

CHAPTER ¹²

I blinked opened my eyes I shivered when the cool air blow through the double doors of my balcony, the dark red pattern curtains moved a bit from the wind making me nudge the warm bag of flesh next to me.

"...mmmm." He groaned tired facing away from me.

"It's getting cold...go close the doors." He moaned annoyed before sitting up, i heard a knock come from the door making me get up. I took my nightgown from floor and put it on before opening the door, a servant girl stood with her eyes on the floor as she held up a sealed envelope in the palm of her hands.

"Thank you." I looked at the envelope twisting to see who signed it only to find there was no name.

"Is there anything else you need, Lady Aeresella?" I looked up at the girl and shook my head.

"Food would be good..." The girl bowed before walking away, I closed the door and sat on my bed. I opened the envelope and scan through letter reading a wedding invitation.

"What do you go there my love?" Dustran asked after kissing my expose shoulder.

"A wedding invitation for king joffrey and his new wife," I snorted tossing the letter that was sent to me from king's landing on the dresser, before turning towards my lover he furrowed his brows at my dismal of the letter as I leaned behind me to kissed him. His confused frown turned to happy smirk when felt my tongue swipe against his lips for entrance, he parted gladly making him pull me back to a laying position as he gets on top of me.

A lot has happened since the last time we saw each other especially since I made it clear that I didn't want anything do to with him anymore, but he was persistent and stubborn which I can't say if that a good thing or a bad thing. Either way he succeeded I'm ashamed to admit that it wasn't romantic how we decided to forgo our relationships, it was right after I finish talking to Aemond and Vivior about how spicetown was coming along when I was cornered by dustran. And to be far I always wondered what sex will be like I mean I'm not naive I know some things, heard somethings,and seen it (sadly), and the fact I seen him with his shirt off numerous of times during training. All hot and glistening made me daydream a lot of time when I shouldn't have, and one time when he went skinny dipping in the lake one afternoon caused a weird pleasure to stir in my stomach.

The way he looked at me the way he smiled when he notice I was nervous I couldn't help but let him take me back to my room, and I was happy when I did my fist time with dustran was amazing and euphoric to say the less. But, once morning hit and I realized that I let dustran, an knight that wasn't my husband take my virginity in my bed ruined the morning after for me. I bleed leaving me to kick dustran out and have him receive jaela as I sat in the tube to ease the pain, she finally made it with another servant with fresh sheets and tea in hands. After she dismiss the servant, jaela gave me tea to take away the pain and we begin to talk as I help her change the sheets, as we talked I couldn't help but think how will I explain this to rhaegnar once he stops avoiding me that is....he shut himself off he would occasionally be with mertha but from what I heard it always end in some dispute between them and after pur kiss I started experiencing odd dreams and my feelings were becoming confusing whenever my mind drifted towards him.

In my dreams, their was always me and rhaegnar togther talking and then he would move closer and look down at me as if we known each other for years he would look at me with soft eyes and dare I say it with love. It was like everything he did didn't even happen, I felt myself feel love for him and care it was hard to cipher if what I was feeling was real or not. I didn't breathe a word about my dreams to jaela or dustran hoping it go away on its own, sometimes I wondered if he experienced the same dreams. My question was answered days later when he came to my chambers in the middle of the night.