Eunoia 2 [{V.H}]

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Double update? okur.

Side note, im so sorry if this is shitty. I struggle so much w/ writing smut )):

Kitty

I can't see anything, but that's good because I know Vinnie can't see anything.

The floor creaks with his foot steps as he carefully maneuvers through the dark, so I sit up and hold out my hand where I can hear him approaching until my fingers touch what I know as his abdomen. His hand finds mine as he crawls onto the bed, intertwining our fingers together as he moves on his knees to get closer to me until he's straddling my waist.

His hand squeezes mine before letting go, and he moves on top of me, the sound of fabric moving letting me know that he's taking off his shirt, so I lift my hand and touch his now bare tummy.

He shifts his hips forward against my touch, and grabs my wrist to guide my hand slightly lower, but he stops to ask in a croaky voice, "Is this okay?"

"Yes." I answer and he moves my hand down lower until it's over the bulge in his jeans.

I take control of my touch and rub my palm over him, my thighs squeezing at how hard he is underneath my hand. I can feel him lean down towards me, his warmth getting closer until I can feel his breath against my lips. His hands beside my head push down into the mattress as I try to control my breathing, my heart racing out of my chest until his lips graze mine.

"Can I touch you?" He murmurs against my lips, "Make you feel good baby?"

I almost tell him yes when my reality comes slamming back into me.

"Wait." I rush out, making him freeze. I shake my head, even though he can't see me. "I want you to, I just..."

He starts to lift off of me, but I move my hands to his hips, stopping him from going anywhere.

"I want to keep going." I hurriedly tell him, "Sorry."

"Kitty." Vinnie sighs and he lowers his lips to kiss my cheekbone. "You're safe with me. I'll do whatever you want as long as you're happy. You just have to tell me what you want."

I clench my teeth together as he kisses down my jaw, quickening up my heart rate again. "I want you. I do, just... please try to avoid my thighs.. is that okay?"

Vinnie sits up, his hands going to the hem of my shirt, "It's whatever you want babe. Just tell me if I'm doing something you don't want."

I want everything, it's this mental block that's stopping me.

His hands slowly go up my shirt, so I try to let my body relax and focus on him and only him.

His fingers dance across my skin, slowly making their way up around my belly button, and to my sternum. There, between my breasts, he flattens his hand against me and pushes his hand up to my chest where he gently grabs the base of my throat but doesn't squeeze. Vinnie leans down again and kisses me, giving me the motivation that I need to lower my hand back to his groin again.

I flatten my hand against him and rub my palm into him, his pelvis moving forward to meet my touch as he hums quietly in delight, encouraging me even more.

I take my free hand and grab his hand on my throat, and pull it down to the waistband of my pants, silently giving him the okay and he doesn't hesitate.

He takes his hand from me and slips it into my pants, past my underwear and goes directly to my aching heat where his finger runs up my center.

Holy shit did I miss that.