For sooner Leap in Courtesy
My Dear - Dear Reader,
Here are some feautures about myself
I loath beyond the Fury:
I. a curiousity to watch Explicit Movies with one detail:
involving Hermaphrodites Retro Vintage, then some Kinky Female Domination, shuffled in between
an Orgy of the Czech Broadcaster
II. I tend to think it's likely long-term Porn Addiction
III. Yet self-conlfict is due to
it had been done on purpose
IV. Can you believe?
I read Marquise De Sade when I was just Teenager
not older than 14 years old.
It all comes to one Triumphant Event
Hmmm.. at the age of 4 or 5
Some Prodigy in me deciphered the Alphabet
and with the haste in attention
I consumed any kind of Written Text
which I could encounter and in Private Library.
And now by looking back
I find it one burdening journey
When the skill in reading accumulated since early period of youth
led me to one French Channel
where Marquise De Sade with Misfortunes of Justine
instilled in me
Dark Urge remarkably, agreed, revoling one Trauma.
And I admit I do regret my Bastion of Innocence 'd been lost.
I don't want my mind to fill with
Profligate Visions, mainly containing
someone's genitals and moans.
Quite Often
My Spirit cries for escape from this filth of planet Earth
I know it's not excuse
Yet am I worthy of Hope?
It doesn't mean I've been perverse for all my conscious life.
I tried to resist Dark Urge
but weakness of my flesh betray'd without Meaningful compensation.
And I feel Dirty now
And my habitual desires if to be honest are plainly profane.
Of course, I am ashamed of Sincere interest in Hermaphrodites...
Oh! now I feel better
after such confession
And now I can distance from tiresome Imagery of the silly copulation
and rather focus on one Mysterious Man
at such an evanescence he says through almost Telepathic Connection:
"You're genius, Sire!
......................... As always You astonish me
Beyond my Expectations"
Oh who is that Mister?
who wears a black suit as if he equips himself with the chainmail
and seemingly sends me his Thoughts
seemingly without any Feasible Barrier..
It's not about his Sex Appeal
Believe me he is more than Handsome.
And If he's Mentalist
then why does he target poor me
for more than 8 years?
What does he want from my Possession
and suddenly he interrupts:
"Oh please... come on
and if the whole world's laughing at You
To me You're one virtuous Masterpiece"
He has such chiseled Nose
and quite impressive Forehead
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Have you ever met such type of Gentle-Man?
At least, once in Your Life?
He knows and how to handle firearms
but his Silver Beretta is rarely shown in Public.
Actually, for quite better precision,
He leaves no trace wherever he uses his gun.
He visits one Chamber
where Network of Shadow
shares with him
