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Part 16

It was now the 4th day of the honeymoon. Bipolar express for both of us is all i can say. The first day after breakfast we sat there happy and we talked and we got to know each other mote. Second day he was the moody one as I accidentally tripped him up and i tipped coffee down himself. I have said Sorry numerous of times but its no good. Yesterday i had to admit i was kinda moody because tom had phoned me saying that mum and dad had a huge argument and apparently dad cheated. Which i know for a fact he didn't because the time apparently he was cheating he was actually on the phone to Robert as they were talking about work.

Right now I'm sat on the beach with Robert. We haven't said a word to each other since we came down here. He was on his phone again and i was reading a book called the un honeymooners i found it funny as it reminds me of me and Robert two people on holiday who hate each other.

"Your burning" he randomly says.

"Huh?" I ask looking up at him through my glasses.

"Your back. Its going red want me to put lotion on it for you?" He asks nicely.

"Yeah please if you don't mind" i say.

He places his phone down on this beach bed we were both on and he undoes my bikini top. He straddled over the back of my legs as i was laying on my stomach and he squirts the liquid onto me. I did jump at the coldness and he starts to rub it in. He massages my shoulder and i moan at the nice feeling.

"Don't do that sound. Fucking hell mais that sound does things to me" he says cursing.

"Sorry" i apologies.

He finishes up  and does my bikini back up and he gets off me.

"Wanna come for a swim?" He asks.

"No i will later though. You go ahead" i smile.

He nods and he walks down the beach. I roll over so i was now on my back and his back muscles were on point. He looked like someone off Baywatch.  He is a perfect man but its his moodiness that turns me off him. If he wasn't moody and we didn't argue all the time i recon he could be the perfect man for me.

"Hey poppet" a boy says sitting next to me.

"Uh can i help you?" I ask giving him a weird look but i dont think he could see as i had sunglasses on.

"Not really. You look lonely" he says looking at me.

He had dirty blonde hair. Green eyes and a body full of tattoos.

"No im not lonley im actually on my honeymoon so could you leave me alone please" i ask looking back at my book.

"I don't see no husband of yours" he says moving closer to me.

"Look I'm not being rude or anything but can you leave. And my husband is in the water" i say.

"I don't see anyone in the water sweet cheeks. Come on come with me no need to lie" he says placing his hand on my leg.

I was a bag of nerves. He didn't look one hundred percent safe. I push his hand away and he grips my wrist.

"You want me. I can see it in your eyes" he smirks.

"No. Like i said im happily in love. Now leave me alone before i call security" i snap.

"Ooo feisty I'm kind of turned on right now" he says gripping my wrist a little harder.

Without warning he latches his lips on mine and i try to pull away but he pushes my hips against him. His one hand was on my hip and the other was on the back of my head.

"Get off me" i mumble as i try to pull away.

And he does but his hands rip from my hips and i see that he was getting held up.

"You put them sloppy lips on my wife again or even those hands or even come near the woman i vowed to protect i swear to you. You wont have a lip left and those hands i will make sure you wont be able to touch another woman in your life" Robert warns.

"Is that you threatening me? She fucking wants me not a stupid fuck like you" this boy says.

"Leave my girl alone. Now fuck off" Robert snaps.

He pushes the boy onto the sand and he stands up again. He walks towards Robert but Robert steps forward making him step back.

"Oh fuck you dickhead" the boy says and walks off.

"oh, cariño, ¿estás bien?" I hear a woman ask next to me. (Oh my sweetie are you okay?)

"si, gracias.  el no me lastimó" i smile lightly. (Yes thank you he didn't hurt me)

She smiles and she squeezes my shoulder for support then she walks away. Robert sits next to me and holds my hand in his. I look down at our hands and his thumb brushes against the top of my hand sending shivers down my spine.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" He asks worried.

"No. Im okay he didn't hurt me. Did when he had his hand ripped off me though" i say.

"Sorry about that. Are you sure you are okay?" He asks again.

"Im fine rob" i smile.

He leans in and gives me a peck and he moves his eyes around telling me about kissing in front of people.

"They will think i dont care otherwise. Now come on lets go on a jet ski and go somewhere" he says standing up.

We gather our things and he doesn't leave my hand go. I genuinely felt safe at the moment with him. He grabs the shirt he was wearing earlier to walk down here and he puts it over my shoulders.

"Wear it. Even though its hot it will get breezy on the jet. I don't want you getting cold" he says

"Look at you being caring" i smile.

I slide my arms in and it smells just like him. He takes my hand again and pulls me a little closer.

"I got to show the beach who's girl you are. I will get you to like me even if i have to do one of those cringe things where i sing for you in front of everyone" he says looking down at me.

"Well show me that you aint a dick 24/7 then. Maybe i will like you then" i smirk.

He rolls his eyes at me and we arrive at the jet ski park. He gets the keys off the booth man and he climbs on giving me a helping hand.

"Theres no handles. You will have to hold onto my waist darling" he says

"Who's complaining. You have a strong body. I wont fall off" i say.

He looks at me in the little mirror and smirks. Then he starts to drive. I wrap my arms around him tighter. We drive along the water for a while until we stop at a little island. It wasn't much it was some sand and a few rocks. He parks it on the sand and helps me down. He walks over to a rock and sits on it so i sit next to him.

"Are you sure he didn't hurt you?" He asks again

"Im fine rob honestly i really am" i say

He smiles lightly at me and leans back against the rock behind him. I look at him through the side of my glasses and his head was tilted back and his breathing was a little faster. He looked so hot. All i can think about was the wedding night.

"Kiss me if you really want to" he randomly says.

"What? No i dont want to kiss you" i say shaking my head.

"So if i kissed you now you would want me to stop?" He asks.

"Uh i dont know probably" i say.

"Your weird. One minute we are hating eachother. One minute you are being nice. Then we are kissing and then we are giving eachother the silence treatment" he laughs.

"I know. We have a weird relationship. But hey i am trying to be nice if you have noticed" i say poking his leg

"Yeah i guess you have. Thing is i get moody then" he says leaning forward.

"True" i reply.

He looks me in the eye and his little smile came. Before we both knew it i was straddling his lap and we were kissing again. I swear i hate him but im slowly starting to catch feelings. Life is hard.