Life Without You

CONFRONTATION

This chapter contains my personal frustration....
So after reading it tell me what you want to add so that I can use it on upcoming chapters...

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'Sai please mujhe batao.. Main tumhari narazgi kaise dur karu... ' asked Virat...

'Aapko galat fehmi hui hai.... Main aapse nazar nahi hoon.... Main aapse naraz kaise ho sakti hoon... Naraz to apno se hote hai... Aap mere lagte hi kon ho... ' said Sai chuckling sadly...

'Nahi Sai please aisa mat bolo... Main hamare beech ki duriya mitana chahta hoon... ' said Virat...

'Nahi Virat hamare beech me duriya nahi hai ....hamare beech me duniya hai.... Duniya ka har insaan apke liye saccha hota hai sivaye mere... Duniya ki kahi har baat aapke liye patthar ki lakeer ho jati hai.. Lekin agar maine kuch bol diya... To ya to mera vehem hai, ya coincident, ya phir maine hi jyada soch liya hota hai... ' she said...

'Aur please aap apna or mera time mat kharab kijiye... Jaiye apna kaam kijiye or mujhe bhi mera kaam karne dijiye... '  she  said and walked away....

At Afternoon..

She received some bouquets, Sorry letters and some chocolates ...

She knew that it was sent by Virat but she ignored it... She didn't even open the cards and asked her PA to distribute these chocolates to the kids of children's wards....
She also asked her to give these bouquet to the patients....

After sometimes...
Virat came with a bunch of candyfloss... 

That was enough for Sai...

'Kya tamasha laga rakha hai aapne... Ye mera working place hai ....aapka Chavan Nivas nahi jo aap yaha kuch bhi kar sakte hai...' she yelled....

'Sai.. Main to bas tumhe khush karne ke liye.....'

'Nahi chahiye aapki do pal ki khushi mujhe.... Please mujhe akela chor dijiye... Abhi tak akele hi jeeti aayi hu  ..aage bhi jee lungi... Aap apne baare ne sochiye waha aapki best friend aapki yaad me mare jaa rahi hogi... ' said Sai...

'Tum har baat me Pakhi ko beech me kyu le aati ho.... ' he asked...

'Main unhe beech me nahi laati... Wo hamare beech me hi hai.... Shaadi hui to.... aapki pyaari cheez thi.... Pyaar hua to wo aapki so called best friend ban gayi... Bacha hone wala tha to surrogate mother ban gayi.....or jab baccha ho gaya to finally aapne usko mere bacche ki maa bana diya....
Par aapse uska wo rishta kabhi nahi hua jo hona chahiye tha devar-bhabhi ka....
Apne usko uske uss naam se bulaya jo sirf uske karibi log bulate the... "Pakhi" jisko aaj tak kabhi Samrat dada ne bhi use nahi kiya....
aapne kyu kabhi duniya ke saamne ye nahi kaha ki ye meri bhabhi hai... Kabhi mere mere bhai ki biwi hai .....kabhi meri best friend hai.... kabhi ex lover hai or kabhi pyaari cheez hai...
Uske liye aapne mujhe anginat baar jhagde kiye......lekin mere liye aapke muh se kabhi ek word nahi nikla ... ' she was pouring her heart out...

'Sai main janta hu ki maine tumhe bhut hurt kiya hai...

'Nahi sirf hurt nahi kiya hai... Apne mujhe andar se tod kar rakh diya hai.... Main bhale hi bahar se dikhati hoon ki mujhe koi fark nahi padta par mere andar kya chalta hai ye sirf main janti hoon.... Main meri bachi ke liye strong rehti hoon.... Aur aage bhi aise hi rahungi....' she said and now she was crying....

'Sai please ro mat.....

'Accha natak laga rakha hai..... Pehle to khud mujhe rone ke hazar reasons dete hai or phir sochte hai ki ye..... Candyfloss dikha kar mujhe mana lenge.... ' she said pointing towards his hands....

'Virat pehle na aapke aansu na sidha mere dil ko lag jate the or main aapko jhat se maaf kar deti thi... Par ab sab badal gaya hai... Ab aapke aansu na aapki tarah jhoothe lagte hai or ab mujhe inn sab se koi fark nahi padta... ' she said...

'Aur aapko abhi bhi aisa lagta hai ki ye candyfloss, chocolates, bouquets ye sab dekh kar main aapko maaf kar dungi.... Like seriously main aapko bacchi dekhti hoon... ' she said...

'Please yaha se chale jaiye.... Please.... ' she yelled loudly...

He was hurt by her words but he knows it's nothing in front of what she has gone through..... and she was feeling lite after pouring her our....

He walked away from there without saying anything... While Sai sat on the chair with a thud...
She was crying.....
But she was happy that she didn't let her heart win this time.... Somewhere in her heart there is still feelings for him.....
It's true that he has hurt her .....but she can't deny the fact that he fought with his family for her studies....
He never let her feel left out....
He always tried to make her happy...
She can't thank him enough for what he had done for her...
But still he never believed her....
And given her some terrible memories.....
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