"I hate earth and everyone on it, I wish to be free from this terrible place. I never asked to be born, I was born to breed. That's my only purpose. I want my own opinion without being treated like shit, I'm reminded every day that I messed up. I sometimes wish I wasn't a planned pregnancy, I hate hearing my parents fight. I hate the smell of my mom opening a wine bottle, I hate hearing my father. I just cause issues with my family, I'm a failure. I can't even get the guts to report the person who groomed me, he lives in my town. I hate what I forgot, I feel like I caused everything in my family to collapse. My parents were stable till I was diagnosed, now they have to clean up my mess because of my stupid ass not being able to take a few jokes or threats. I wish I remained carefree, I hate men. I hate this timeline, I wish I was born in a better timeline. People go through 200 decisions a day, some good and some bad. It can affect people, intentional or unintentional. I don't want pity, I want someone to understand. Sure, I have a therapist but it'll never make me forget about him. He ruined me, I'm no longer an innocent child. I'm a minor and I went through the shittist things ever, I want a new start. I will miss anybody I had loved prior to what I'm writing, but I chose to do this. Farewell, may we meet again in another life."
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I walked down the halls, staying silent. I walked over to my friends table. "Veronica!" They said to me, I was shocked when they hugged me. I patted them on the back.
"Guess who's back from the dead"
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Non-FictionBased of my su*c*de note Made: September 1, 2022 *strong topics* Names will be changed This story will be based off events in my life #86 Autobiography End:
