Colby x reader

Together

Tw: (kinda) Talk of suicide (This part of the story is best read while listening to "Your sister is right" by wilbur soot)

I see Colby standing with his hands tied mouth taped up. His voice is muffled but he's trying to ask for help. I try to help him but I am tied by metal chains.

"FUCK COLBY NO" I scream

"IM SORRY IM SO SO SORRY YOUR GONNA BE OKAY" I say tears streaming down my face

I see the metal platform open underneath him and it turns into glass. It's filled with water.

"COLBY COLBY NO" my face is red and hot

"I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WONT FORGET YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE IM SO SORRY" I try to break from my restraints.

The platform opens up from under him and he falls into the water. He's struggling underwater.

"COLBY COLBY NO COLBY GOD DAMMIT FUCK FUCK FUCK WHY WHY ME WHY HIM KILL ME LET HIM LIVE PLEASE I LOVE YOU" I falling to my knees.

I see his body stop struggling he's dead.

I spring up from my bed. Tears on the sheets and my face.

"Mmmmh" I hear Colby say while waking up.

"COLBY" I scream hugging him while crying.

He sits up and hugs me back.

"GOD FUCK I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONE" I scream into his shoulder sobbing loudly.

"Hey its okay your here now your safe I'm okay your okay we are in my bed it's okay" I hear Colby say.

I grip his clothing harder.

"It was horrible Colby you drowned and I couldn't help and-" I say breaking down

"Shhhh let's not talk about it right now let's focus on the present" Colby says rubbing my back.

"I thought you died dammit" I say backing up from the hug and rubbing my eyes. I pause from talking for a bit.

" I can't keep doing this shit" I sob out "Its getting painful"

Colby quickly grabs me again.

"No no no don't say that" Colby says shocked while gripping my sweater.

I back out of the hug.

"I'm sorry I said that" I say grabbing his hands

He looks at me and smiles while rubbing my hands.

"I love you" I say trying to smile through my tears

"I love you too" Colby says starting to cry

"Oh please don't cry" I say trying to wipe his tears.

"I just don't know what I would do without you" He says giggling while wiping his tears

I hug him.

" I don't know how much longer I'll be here but I promise I will try" I say gripping his sweater

"God please don't leave me y/n" Colby says crying

We hug eachother till we start to calm down a bit.

" I just need a minute" I say getting out of the bed.

" Please don't do anything bad" Colby says worried

" Dont worry I just need a minute to recollect myself" I say walking into Colbys bathroom.

I put my hands on the counter and look at the mirror. I'm so fat. God. Did I always look this bad? Fuck me. I sit on the cold bathroom floor taking deep breathes.

"Your fine it's okay" I repeat in my mind.

Once I'm done I go back out to the bed and see the time. I also look at Colby sitting at the end of the bed scrolling ond his phone. 6am 2 hours of sleep not the best. I go up to Colby and open my arms.

" I just need to be held right now" I say looking at him a few tears falling.

Colby opens his arm and I sit on his lap my arms wrapping around his neck. I pull him closer. Colby scooches more onto the bed so he does not fall off. I bury my face in his shoulder. I feel his arm go up and down my back. A few more tears are let out. I'm so glad Colby is alive. Colby backs out from the hug looking at me. I look at his eyes then his lips. We both lean in and kiss. This is what I have been craving. We keep kissing while I feel Colbys hands go on my hips slowly rubbing my sides. He backs up from the kiss a bit.

" Y/n iv had a crush on you for so long" He says out of breath.

" God I love you" I say smashing into his lips again.

He giggles a bit. He falls back on the bed us still kissing while I'm ontop of him. I space my lips from him.

" Colby brock will you be my boyfreind? " I ask

"Yes" he says smiling then kissing me again.

After about 45 seconds we stop kissing and get back into bed. I'm laying ontop of Colby like a koala and his hands are on My back. I did it I really did it. He's really my boyfreind.