"Uhm . . okay."3/9

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I love An sm, defo one of my fav chars
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T pov

yesterday sucked, the car ride home was more awkward than the one to the mall.

why is it hard for such a great star like I am to be likeable?

\__|//|Timeskip|//|__/

My alarm blared as it practically woke up the entire house.
I felt horrible last evening, I feel even worse right now. Maybe today will be a better day!

Maybe I, Tsukasa Tenma can be a redeemable human being!

Maybe I can grow to be a great star!

.
.
.
definitely not.
I'm pretty sure I have practice with wxs after school, but what's the point of going at this rate?

I hear a knock on my door
"Oni-chan, can I come in?" Saki says quietly from the other side of the door
"Come inn" I said groggily, I barely got any sleep last night

"Listen, I'm really sorry about yesterday--" Saki started "No need to apologize! Such inaccurate accusations will never effect a world future star!"

The room went silent

"What about the box cut--" Saki got cut off once again "BREATKFAST IS READY!" my mom screamed from downstairs

The what? What box? I don't have any boxes in my room?

"I-- nevermind!" Saki left the room looking unsatisfied

\__|//| S Pov |//|__/

Great, there goes my confrontation plan!

But that'd just be proof I was snooping yesterday.

AuGhhhhh
maybe this wouldn't have happened if I didn't tell oni-chan about his ego issue

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T pov

The kakiyama students are looking at me like an animal at a zoo, did I do something?

"Tsukasa, are you okay?" Rui asks with a concerned expression replacing his normal Cheshire cat type expression.

Why is he frowning? A star makes people smile and feel good. "I'm the best star alive, of course I'm okay!"

do I even have what it takes to be a star anymore?
what's my reason? my goal?

"Tsukasa I'm being serious." Rui says looking both concerned , scared, and mad

my expression dropped.

"Yeah- Yeah! I'm perfectly-- perfectly fine." my words drifted off as I remembered what shiho told me yesterday

'You need therapy. Serious therapy.'

"Anyways! I'm heading off to class! Goodbye fellow stars-!"

"Tsukasa wait--" Nene called out
but'] I ignored her

Why should I trust them? I don't know if they hate me as well.

the bell rung as everybody flung into class and went to their friend groups

but that's when it hit me.

I don't know IF it hit me, or if it was some weird intrusive thought stuff

you
dont
have
any
friends.

just people that put up with you!
They don't even like you!

if you left they'd 'maybe miss you'

..for a day or two, or maybe three.

I sat on my desk with my head down with those four sentences circling my head

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